boredom

i might start a sanders sides oneshot book. that is if i even finish one oneshot. cuz ive been writing and i cant find the end yet. but some fluff, maybe smut, and angst maybe. idk yet

hi

Look don't get me wrong, I love wattpad and my fandoms but some fans make some unnecessary comments. See if the thing (aka ship or sum) is like incest or pedophilic, then yes go ahead and complain. But if you don't like a pairing just like skip. Don't like the content? Skip. Jesus fucking christ. It's so simple.

Guess who's alive??????
          Me.
          Wow haven't gone on here in a while

(I know Pride Month started hours ago but) 
          
          Happy Pride Month to all the Queers! 
          
          Super happy this month cuz guess who's queer.
          
          And to all the cishets reading this, be nice to the LGBTQIA+ Community!

Yo I think I may have inattentive ADHD, also known as ADD. Wanna get diagnosed.
          
          Also BFF if you see this (you know who you are) I assure I am fine.

I had a dream that this one person I know was gonna text me. And he did. I also had a dream that we were going to be in a virtual meeting with another girl we know. And today he gave us (me and the girl) the code to have a virtual meeting. I'm a freaking psychic or sum

Have you ever thought you weren't friends with someone, or someone doesn't consider you a friend just an old classmate and someone they know but find out they consider you a friend? Happened me...he considers me a friend...

Warning: Rant
          
          
          
          Recently I have been feeling off. I have been more clumsy. More distracted. Easily forget things. And in general be stupid and dumb. OK so I usually put myself down as a joke. Call myself dumb and ugly, as a joke. But recently, like 1 or 2 weeks ago I have been doing that but I really mean it. My anger has also been acting up, a lot lately. So has my emotions of sadness. I get annoyed easily. I'm in gifted, that means I can't have low grades. I recently got a C. The teacher said if I got anything lower than 80%, I would get a deficiency. I never had anything lower than B. I also don't know how to tell my mom. I feel like that will disappoint her. I once heard her say that she is proud of me. I also get scared. I have been acting weird. I sometimes want hugs. I have also been stuttering more when I speak. The only things that make me happy is Hamilton, Ducktales, Lin, and music. People sometimes ignore me. Is there something wrong with me? What is causing this? Stress, school, my "jobs" of translating and babysitting my little brother? I sometimes hate life...

I just got a message on my board, and it said exactly what I’m about to put. 
          
          Read it, I meant it.
          
          If you were killed I wouldn’t be at your funeral, I would be in jail for killing the person who killed you. We are true friends, we ride together, we die together. Send this to everyone you care about including me if you care. See how many times you get this. I want you to know you are an amazing friend till death and forever. If I don’t get this back, I understand but I have a game for you. Send this to 15 people you love including me. If you get at least 3 back, you are loved nobody knows how important something is until they lose it tonight .(Right at 12 pm.) The person you love will realize they love you. Then at 1 pm to 2 pm, get ready for the shock of your life. If you break this chain, you will have bad luck. (With love, send this to 15 people.)
          
          
          Don’t believe the bad luck. You don’t have to do it, I’m not forcing you. I only did it cause I don’t want to back down from a “game”, if you can even call it that.