So hi,
It's been a few months lol. But I honestly don't see myself finishing my little story.
It was honestly a little stupid funny thing I came up with. Over time I did start brainstorming some good ideas and a solid storyline, but I can't find the energy to do it.
A lot of stuff has been happening, it's been tough. I've been sick and have been dealing with a lot of personal issues. A few of my family members have died, and yesterday my favorite uncle died. He had cancer and after taking chemo, it's done things to him. He'd become mentally unwell and honestly everything went downhill from there. One of my cousins found his body. He died alone. I haven't been doing okay lately, and I'm upset that I couldn't say goodbye. I feel like I'm a terrible person for not crying. I feel upset but at the same time I don't feel anything. Probably because I'm burnt out and really tired.
I don't even use this app much anymore. I forgot I had this, and I've been checking in every once in a while, when I remember.
Sorry for the vent, I needed to get this off my chest. I'll disappear again (just like my dad). See you all in a few months!
Stay safe! Have a great day/evening/night!
