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heyyy guys... :)
          
          Life happened, and I'm sorry, but I've gotten a lot of comments recently and in the past asking for writing advice or just a chance to chat.
          
          Here to verify that you can contact me!
          
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Thank you all for the solid 26K reads on Cancer!!! We hit that milestone a few days ago, and I wasn't going to address anything until 30K, but fxck it.
          
          So I was on a MEAN STREAK for the rewrite, okay? I typed up over 7000+ words in about 3 days between doing irl things.
          
          and then I got sick- which totally broke my streak :< but once I'm not having weird dreams and can sleep through a full night, I'll get back to writing :)
          
          (Also if you've been a fan of mine for a while, you probably know that I luvv Alec Benjamin. Well.. I actually got to see him live last year :D crazy how 3 years ago I would've just dreamed of that... random but it goes to show how crazy time is!)

How did yall give cancer another 300 READS in the last week? 
          
          Love the dedication  Crazy to think that it's been almost 3 years.
          
          Update on the rewrite: Oh lord have mercy. I told myself I wouldn't give you guys an update until I felt sure enough, but I think it's safe to say that the wait will be long. 
          
          ...I mightve re written the first paragraph over 3 times. This HAS to be a well deserved and perfect revision of the story.

Hey there... 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/327371746

Don't be mad... I'm sorry I had a mental breakdown in the last message... let's restart.
          
          Okay. So. My involvement with MHA and its community has been terminated since the last chapter of the Manga came out. Once that happened, it was like a chapter ended, much like when MatPat left GameTheory. It doesn't feel the same. And it's not that I don't like MHA or Game Theory, in truth, I think I really just like enemies to lovers tropes, and BakuDeku was the perfect vessel for that. 
          
          The characters I was manipulating were just my own, with their own personalities... just with the same names from two lead anime characters. Like... Be so fr most of the things I've written don't even take place in universe.
          
          With that being said, I think fanfiction is a FANTASTIC vessel for creativity and garning ideas. I'll never put it to shame and I will be confident in what I have done. (Well, there's just some things I cringe at, alright?) But there comes a point, for me personally, where I gotta face it and 
          1. Realize that maybe I'm scared IRL ppl will find this.
          2. The stories have little to nothing to do with MHA.
          
          So with that being said, and I've said this a year ago, I'm going to use my own characters. I'm going to reset, and break away from this thing that honestly? Really never bound me to anything. Maybe I was scared I'd feel let down if the amount of readers wasn't the same. Which, I know you'll stick around, right? It's the same sh*t I've been doing with new names that are my own.
          
          Anyways... I hope that cleans things up. And yes, this is on the spot. This is a live decision being made. 
          
          I love yall.
          
          Also... I'm still gonna read all your stories dw  :)

I’ve missed cancer so MUCH UAGH

♪♪♪My inbox's cold I'm wonderin' whyyyyy
          Haven't written in weeks at all, 
          The ideas just really aren't there, 
          And I can't see em at all...
          And even if I could, 
          They would all be shit, 
          Doomscrollin' on the tiktok, 
          It reminds me...
          I rlly need to write,
          I should be writing.♪♪♪
          
          If yall can't figure out the song.... mm.
          
          Also... based on a TRUE STORY :D
          
          Boredom slays, i tell you.