killing myself

Y’all.. it’s almost been a whole ass year since I’ve been online. Missed you guys. So it’s time for a life update.
          
          Uhh, I’ve got a boyfriend now, I’m doing therapy, haven’t done SH in years, getting treated for anxiety and ADHD.

I love disappearing off of this site for, like, 3-6 months at a time, and then coming back once before I fall off the face of the earth again.

Alright, babes, I’m about to literally boast so hard right now.
          
          So I had my most recent therapy appointment this Thursday, and I had told my therapist in our previous one that I hadn’t done s*lf h*rm in over a year. She said she’d bring me a gift the next time I saw her— which was Thursday.
          
          Thursday rolls around and I’m excited, I’m getting a gift for not overreacted and h*rting myself.
          
          I GOT WATERCOLOR!! SHE GOT ME 4 BRUSHES, A BUNCH OF WATERCOLOR, AND A WATERCOLOR SKETCHPAD!! 

Happy pride, babes. If you’re a straight guy or a gay woman, and you’re alone this pride month, hmu. I’ll change that ;)

is it too late to have my mother get an abortion with me?
          if so, is there ways to have an abortion of a child who’s a decade and a half old??

Can I drop out of school as a freshmen? 
          
          
          Asking for a friend.

Merry Christmas, everyone!
          If you don’t celebrate Christmas, happy holidays! Love you all ❤️❤️

I love you guys. ❤️❤️

You’re so beautiful. Like.. could you just let me bow before you? You are like a goddess or god! 
          
          I love you!!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY, EVERYONE!! <3