b3n_c1ark

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Heyooo humans!!!
          	so, a little update on my life!!
          	I had surgery on my nose and throat because I had an issue breathing and had to get some stuff done so I currently cannot smell shit and when I do anything physical for too long my throat closes and I struggle breathing.
          	I’m almost healed I should be fully healed in a few more weeks. 
          	
          	I’m in Senior High-School now! I’m doing a Cert 2 in Engineering!
          	
          	In 3 years, I will be moving in with my Nanna (3rd generation, my mothers, mothers mum) who is favourite family member other than my bio uncle. 
          	
          	I’ve found my passion in life, Theatre acting!! I’m going too university after high school for acting! I've met some amazing IRL friends who share my passion, and one of them (Her name is Melissa) is coming too the same university as me once we leave high-school!

Kitesongthewarrior

@b3n_c1ark 
          	  
          	  :0
          	  cool!!
          	  
          	  i hope you heal fully and get better!!
          	  
          	  thats so cool!! ^^
          	  thats so cool again lol >< 
          	  
          	  i love theatreee! i saw a play today that was The Outsiders, i cried and it was so amazing!
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b3n_c1ark

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Heyooo humans!!!
          so, a little update on my life!!
          I had surgery on my nose and throat because I had an issue breathing and had to get some stuff done so I currently cannot smell shit and when I do anything physical for too long my throat closes and I struggle breathing.
          I’m almost healed I should be fully healed in a few more weeks. 
          
          I’m in Senior High-School now! I’m doing a Cert 2 in Engineering!
          
          In 3 years, I will be moving in with my Nanna (3rd generation, my mothers, mothers mum) who is favourite family member other than my bio uncle. 
          
          I’ve found my passion in life, Theatre acting!! I’m going too university after high school for acting! I've met some amazing IRL friends who share my passion, and one of them (Her name is Melissa) is coming too the same university as me once we leave high-school!

Kitesongthewarrior

@b3n_c1ark 
            
            :0
            cool!!
            
            i hope you heal fully and get better!!
            
            thats so cool!! ^^
            thats so cool again lol >< 
            
            i love theatreee! i saw a play today that was The Outsiders, i cried and it was so amazing!
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Kitesongthewarrior

im gonna cry :(

Kitesongthewarrior

@b3n_c1ark 
            
            :(
            im sorry you had to go through that and are in pain
            i hope you get better too <33
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b3n_c1ark

@Kitesongthewarrior  oh no :(
            i recently had surgery on my nose and throat (Still healing) so i feel some of your pain :( 
            the swelling of the wounds cause my ears too be unable too hear much
            and i cant fuckin smell T-T
            i hope you get better Ty
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Kitesongthewarrior

@b3n_c1ark
            
            i was upset about smth that i honestly forgot
            rn im half deaf though, it's nothing serious and i won't be half deaf permanently, it's just pressure in my ear is muffling it so I can barely hear, which made me cry earlier cuz i was scared
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b3n_c1ark

Hey guys
          im sorry I left with no communication, I had a personal issue happen in my life but im okay now!
          during the time of my leave I had time too reflect on my lift and what I believe in and realised im a norse pagan, I hope this wont change any friendships I have with anyone
          please be respectful on my page, my messages on here are open! I also do RP’s! mainly of Gaz from COD but I do know other fandoms and I will rp anything I know!

b3n_c1ark

@Kitesongthewarrior 
            HI!
            thanks im glad too be back as well :)
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b3n_c1ark

So i think im genderfluid lol

b3n_c1ark

Its my birthday!!

IYOURNAMEI

Happy late birthday!!
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b3n_c1ark

HAPPY HALLOWEEN FUCKERS
          I CELEBRATED FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!
          Ill aend photos soon im going yo bed bro (its like 10pm here) 
          We didnt go trick or treating we had a party!!

Suckmyoutsiderdick

@IYOURNAMEI  :) it was
            (Hey this is ben’s alt acc btw)
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IYOURNAMEI

:D that’s sounds cool!
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V1bes4L1fe

Hey tftf hun love the theme <3

b3n_c1ark

@Hello_Goodbye777  yea i hope too threres just a lot going on and i dont blame my best friend shes being pressured too choose sides by a freind whos being bitchy, i just asked her to come talk to me about it like a mature person instead of having everyone else tell me things instead of her
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V1bes4L1fe

@b3n_c1ark that’s okay too ur allowed to feel how u feel ur emotions shouldn’t be made to feel invalid, those aren’t friends if they don’t want to be near u friends stick by ur side through the good times and especially the bad I’m sorry u have to go through this and feel that way I hope things get a bit brighter hun
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b3n_c1ark

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@Hello_Goodbye777 scratch that i feel like fucking shit, i cant even hold a friend group together, my best fucking friends stuck inbetween it and dosnt even want to be near me because of it
            And non of its my fucking fault
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b3n_c1ark

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I want to fucking kms

b3n_c1ark

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@Nosepornoobjijijija too sum it all up
            My parents are maybe divorcing
            My friends are pretty much all leaving me because i have emotions
            Im fucking burnt out from school
            Im stressed about preforming in a few days
            And i cant fucking sleep
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b3n_c1ark

I just got told to prepare for the worst with my friend who has possible cancer
          They have their scans on Wednesday but they sent in their symptoms to their doctor and their doctor said it’s high possibility of stage four cancer
          The kind that no matter what you Do it will never fully go away it will keep going and going and going
          And I just had to promise them over the phone that if they end up on their deathbed, I’m going to be there
          Because they are **** terrified of dying