b3n_c1ark

hey everyone
          	so im alive
          	theres alot of things are going on at home and im currently having too debate if being at my house is a safe option for me anymore, ill try and keep everyone posted

b3n_c1ark

So i think im genderfluid lol

b3n_c1ark

Its my birthday!!

IYOURNAMEI

Happy late birthday!!
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b3n_c1ark

HAPPY HALLOWEEN FUCKERS
          I CELEBRATED FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!
          Ill aend photos soon im going yo bed bro (its like 10pm here) 
          We didnt go trick or treating we had a party!!

Suckmyoutsiderdick

@IYOURNAMEI  :) it was
            (Hey this is ben’s alt acc btw)
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IYOURNAMEI

:D that’s sounds cool!
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V1bes4L1fe

Hey tftf hun love the theme <3

b3n_c1ark

@Hello_Goodbye777  yea i hope too threres just a lot going on and i dont blame my best friend shes being pressured too choose sides by a freind whos being bitchy, i just asked her to come talk to me about it like a mature person instead of having everyone else tell me things instead of her
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V1bes4L1fe

@b3n_c1ark that’s okay too ur allowed to feel how u feel ur emotions shouldn’t be made to feel invalid, those aren’t friends if they don’t want to be near u friends stick by ur side through the good times and especially the bad I’m sorry u have to go through this and feel that way I hope things get a bit brighter hun
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b3n_c1ark

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@Hello_Goodbye777 scratch that i feel like fucking shit, i cant even hold a friend group together, my best fucking friends stuck inbetween it and dosnt even want to be near me because of it
            And non of its my fucking fault
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b3n_c1ark

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I want to fucking kms

b3n_c1ark

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@Nosepornoobjijijija too sum it all up
            My parents are maybe divorcing
            My friends are pretty much all leaving me because i have emotions
            Im fucking burnt out from school
            Im stressed about preforming in a few days
            And i cant fucking sleep
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b3n_c1ark

I just got told to prepare for the worst with my friend who has possible cancer
          They have their scans on Wednesday but they sent in their symptoms to their doctor and their doctor said it’s high possibility of stage four cancer
          The kind that no matter what you Do it will never fully go away it will keep going and going and going
          And I just had to promise them over the phone that if they end up on their deathbed, I’m going to be there
          Because they are **** terrified of dying