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Well here i am

I'm not going to be in this account anymore. My health mentally, emotionally, spiritually and physically isn't the best so if you know my other account you can hit me there. I'll check in every now and then. Be safe and I love you guys  ❤️  

Shout out to @promisinarose
          GO AND FOLLOW HER 
          
          SHE JUST GORGEOUS, BUT A TALENTED SINGER AND POET
          
          I hope that you find love in yourself 
          Peace in your storm
          Strength in your struggle
          And hope in the darkness.
          You deserve everything babes
          (I apologize that I couldn't give it to you)
          
          Just remember me when you make it to the top

When depression gets lonely then for the first time ever introduces you to anxiety. 
          
          Never had anxiety in my life
          
          
          Any ideas on how to cope or move past it anyway??

Me: I'm ugly and I NEED to lose weight 
          "depression and anxiety episode"
          
          20 min later @ the cornerstore getting hit on by random guy
          
          My head: um were gay
          My heart: you have a girlfriend 
          My pride: *giggles 
          My head: TF did she just giggles 
          

GOOD MORNING WATTPAD!!!!!
          
          How are you lovely people doing?
          Me I'm just glad to wake up to another day!

Is it wrong for me to say another person is pretty if I'm in a relationship? Like I'm not trying to get with them, I'm just you are pretty.
          
          
          Like I can't even say someone is pretty or handsome without thinking I'm hitting in them. Especially the girls they always thinking in trying to hit on them or "turn them gay" of a dude is like "you shouldn't cheat." Like first yall ain't that cute to make wanna cheat or get with you. My girl is pretty hotter, cutier and sexier than all you.

Two things to know ur in too deep
          
          1. The first thing you think about when you wake up is her
          
          2. Helplessly looks at your phone every second you can to see if she replied cuz u just want a little glimpse of your future 

Idk where my dad's head is today. But I swear to God if he keep coming at me with same Ole bullshit, I'll fucking find a way to leave. Not only is it hurtful to keep accusing me of something so goddamm disgusting but its also wrong and down right stupid to let something so nasty even cross my mind. I would do anything for my family but it is not worth this much hateful thoughts and prayers towards me. Ik I'm not perfect and I still have to work on myself but that's no way to treat a person at all.  To keep coming at me and not thinking that is going to hurt me or affect me and to keep saying the same thing over and over again and I'm giving you solid proof that it's not me, it will never be me and this will never happen, it's wrong, it's hurtful. And I know that he doesn't want me to resent him but it's because I love my family that I keep enduring this but at this point I just going to start not caring. If my brother's or any family members dig their own holes I'm not gonna try and get him out of there they need to find their own way out. I'm done giving my love and my heart to people who won't accept it and will keep trying to kill me in one way or another

It's one thing to tell a person not to do something, because it didn't work out for you and you are trying to help but it's a whole other for you to accuse a person of doing something and acting like you never did.