* he hesitated then for a moment, not out of any care for Klaus, but out of his own memories * I wasn't left to rot, as you put it, as long as Finn was. But long enough that you slowly start to lose your own mind. I can't even begin to imagine what it's done to Finn. I went my own way after we changed. I didn't want to be anywhere near them. Not after what they did... I came back for a brief time, and that was the first time I ended up in a coffin with a dagger through my heart. But really, what is fifty years to a vampire? Once it was out again... well, I left again, this time for a few centuries. Only came back into contact with them after hearing about Katherine. Ended up getting daggered over that too. That was worse.