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+ i probably spelled so many things wrong but i already do, anyway! the talks we’ve had in pass what? half year? are amazing, from seriousness, to anger, to me being afraid, to funny shit, and to me being so sad i’m on the verge of turning into a psychopath and becoming that guy from split. you’ve been there to comfort me so many times and i owe you so much for that because you’re the only one i really talk to about stuff like that. i’m trying to be the best girlfriend ever and sometimes i’m never there but just know i’m trying to give myself peace and i won’t be gone long, probably like a day. i always feel like blowing up and i’ve been doing that a lot and i’m really scared of myself at the moment because what my mind could get myself into. anyway enough about that, you’re so good to me and i don’t know how or why. it’s amazing, please never stop. speaking of stopping, i don’t want you to stop loving me and i don’t wanna stop loving you yk? so i’m currently screaming at god to please not make you fall outta love grrr.
ps. i love you with all of my heart and i don’t think i can go on without you here, you’re amazing and i’m calling ariana grande cause she said to call her if anything was wrong in the song get well soon and if she doesn’t answer i’m gonna cry GRRR ):
psps. be the ken to my barbie ):