@mslovable_lovely Are you talking about the book "Speak", by Laurie Halse Anderson? If so, I am not so sure that you can find it online. The book is fairly not so recent, so if you were to find it at a book store, I am sure it would be pretty cheap. I recommend you get a hard copy of it, rather than finding it online, as that way you can collect your thoughts and annotations a lot more efficiently with the ability of being able to look back and such. I am sure you also would need a hard copy for your class. Also, because it is not so recent, a lot of people tend to donate their copies to thrift stores, so I am sure that you would be able to find a copy of "Speak" there, for a really good price too! Best of luck finding a copy, it really was a nice read, I am sure that you will enjoy it! I hope that this helped in any way!