I just wanted to say hey. Well and that I hope you know that I have never forgotten about what happened and I probably never will. When I say that I will always love you Loren I mean it because I will okay. I will always love you no matter what the circumstances are, whether we are together or not. You mean the world to me and you always will mean the world to me. I hope that me and you can still be friends. I want to start over Loren, start from scratch and build our way up, we rushed into everything so fast and it was overwhelming and sadly due to that everything had torn to pieces. We will tell each other and friends that we are okay but we both know that we aren't 'okay' after what had happened. Sure it may have been a long time like since April but hell I haven't moved on and I am not going to lie about that okay. Like I said lets just start from scratch, a clean slate, forget whats happened (although we can't) but do it for each other so that we can at least try to start over, and start over with each other. Loren will you please start over with me? Not rushing anything and taking it slow just like you are supposed to when it comes to things like this?
