Merlot.

Hi I was thinking of your book and was wondering if your going to upload it again. I really liked it! I hope all is well. 

{VEINS} is temporarily unpublished. I want to make heavy edits and either have the book completed or a couple chapters out from being done by the time it’s back up. Sending my love to y’all always! 
          
          

Thinking of unpublishing “{VEINS}” to do some heavy editing and finish a couple more chapters. I started writing it when I was 16 (I’m grown now lmao) and I don’t like the way I introduced some of the characters or some of the things I wrote and how I wrote them for many reasons. These are things that I’m realizing I wouldn’t like as a reader or don’t like as person in general. Those who still read may notice my progress, but I want consistency and I just don’t have that the way I’d like for not only me, but y’all. I tried too hard at times with stuff like making characters I know none of us would like in real life, and I don’t think I even executed that properly. Of course when you’re storytelling you don’t want 10 of the same characters or a buncha characters that reflect like you as the author (for story purposes), but there is a lot I feel I could’ve done better. This ain’t me saying imma stop writing, but that I recognize my inconsistencies, the cringe of some of it (as well as the moments I know we all side eyed and probably made some people stop reading), and how much a couple of y’all are down with this story for real. I actually do write, so this isn’t just a fan fiction (I just so happen to use musicians I love as face claims) it’s a story, and I want us all to enjoy it. I also wanna apologize for how long it has taken me to write this book, but I’m glad I grew with it to realize these things. This was long but I hope someone read it :) I appreciate the love I receive sooo much, I really do have so many ideas for this last third of book and I want y’all to be able to reread, thoroughly enjoy it for what it is. Hope y’all are taking care of yourselves, thank y’all so much.

Late night thought while I’m skimming through the older more questionable chapter of VEINS lmao, but I completely understand any reasons folks stopped reading. I just hope y’all who have stayed notice my improvement. Much love to y’all and I hope everybody taking care of themselves.

There is a lot going on right now. As a black woman, for me and my family, my friends, my peers, there is always something going on. This is our life! This isn’t random, we’re tired of being tired. If you’re not black, be the true ally you claim to be when enjoying our culture. Educate yourself, use your non black privileges at these protests, donate, share these stories and places to donate. We’re tired of being tired, we don’t need y’all being sad for us, get as ACTIVE as you can! If you are protesting PLEASE be careful. Black lives matter!

I feel like I need to go and edit the first like five chapters of VEINS lmao.

Just want to say I’m a big Joey fan and Flatbush zombies fans and there aren’t a lot of books about them or including them so I’m glad I found your page . I might write some books with  them as my characters later this year 

Yall probably thinkin "this bitch dont care about her books anymore...here she go again with the damn *life in the way* posts" But i just started college and im a STEM major, i have a lot goin on and always will ig lmao. Im tellin yall i been workin on my pieces this entire time. I work on VEINS ALL the time, i have pieces of chapters all in my notes on my old phone and current phone, i got like 3-4 versions of a few chapters, im invested in these characters and merging unrealistic wattpad wants and *big boi voice* real life sitations. I know im just a random ass fangirl on this app we love and love to make fun of, but i really am a writer and really want my stories to connect to real life shit, but not leave the fantasy, if you will, aspect. As always i appreciate y'all and i genuinely can't wait for yall to go through the trials and triumphs to the end of the beginning with all my stories, but especially wit veins cause i got so much love and dats real anywho im ramblin. LOVE YALL AND DAPHINE DON MEEK RAUGHN DORIAN ARAYLA RANELLE DEE AND ALL THE REST OF THEM CRAZY MOFOS WILL BE BACK ON YA SCREEN WIT SOME MORE SHENANIGANS!

Oop you done changed the cover art *emoji eyes* It’s about to be a moooooovieeeeeeeee!!!! 

Lmao. {NUMB} Take 3. I shouldn't of rebooted the book without a clear space of thinking. Everyone deserves better from the audience to me to the characters of that book. I'm not finna give up on the original romance on babylonsfinest. Yall aint give up on me so.