Orchidmoon

Had a shit day at school and at work and I feel like I’m very slowly losing my best friend and I wanna watch my comfort show but the person that introduced me to it had a big impact on my life but we havn’t talked in months and I miss him so damn much and idk how to tell him and I wanna cry

I’m feeling kinda sad for like no reason so I’m gonna bake some cookies to hopefully give me some serotonin 

Guys!!!! My friend helped me go up to my crush today and it actually went well. I didn’t tell him I like him bc today was the first time we met but he was so nice. And he was smiling the whole time AND TURNS OUT I HAD MATH WITH HIM LAST YEAR BUT I DIDNT REALIZE BC IT WAS ALL VIRTUAL AND HE NEVER TURNED ON HIS CAMERA but omg I was so nervous and scared to talk to him but I’m glad I did 

Another shitty day at school*thumbs up*

Feels like I never do good enough for my parents. I’m in the car with my parents and my mom says they put in grades today bc I have a b+ and an a- and my father wants to sit here and say “should be all A’s” like you can’t at least say “good job” ? No you have to immediately criticize it. Just bc I was in a g&t school when I was younger they think I’m always gonna have good grades. I can’t do that shit anymore I’m a “burnt out gifted kid” now. And at my job (I work at a pet store) if I forget the name of a fish or don’t know the price of a certain item my father says “you should know the name you’ve been there for a while” like fuçk I can’t get a break 

Floppy eared lion head bunnies are freakin adorable. We’ve had a couple at my job and they’re just so fluffy and cute 
          lion head bunnies in general are super cute 

The CHOKEHOLD the “cleaning your wounds” trope has on me… omg 

I romanticize so many little things in my life but it’s ok

I have a serious question. So if you see this, I would really like your input. Thank you. 
          
          Do you think it’s weird or ok for a 16 year old girl to be dating a 20 year old man? Or a 16 year old girl to be dating a 20 something year old man? (Like 21-29) 
          
          And what if one of these relationships was between your best friend and older brother? And when they’re together around you it’s constant PDA even when they know it makes you uncomfortable? 

I really chose a death sentence taking AP history, AP chemistry and honors biology this school year…