melissa

hey u still there? i hope you’re doing fine! 

Hey, so I don’t want to be like that but I, wanna ask when you update the meliodas fan fiction. 
          if you don't, that will be perfectly fine because your mental health is important. but if you read my message, I hope that you will be better soon. The story has really much potential and it will be a little sad if it isn't gonna go on love you and stay safe.

Hope your doing okay! ❤️

hi hi :) i’m alive everyone! it’s been... well, i’ll be honest - it’s been months since my initial disappearance. i’ve been struggling a lot, and quarantine has kinda put me in the slumps. i’m gonna be truthful because i feel like it’s needed in cases like these - especially since i’ve been away for so long. i don’t go outside too often anymore - maybe once every two weeks? i’ve isolated myself. we’re in quarantine, so that’s expected, but i can’t find the motivation to even go to my front yard. everything feels so repetitive. i start the day by going to school and staring at a computer for hours. i take a nap. i do homework. i get ready for bed. i sleep. the days seem short but long. it’s endless. i’m in a vicious cycle that’s tearing down any ounce of optimism i have left in me. i feel hopeless. writing feels like a chore right now. i open wattpad every couple of weeks to a flood of notifications. “please update,” “when are you updating?” “you can’t leave us on a cliffhanger like that.” i’m sorry. i’m really sorry. give me time to find the energy to write. i’ve burnt out for now. all of my energy is going to school and attempts to take care of myself. i still love writing, but it doesn’t feel as stress relieving when people are pressuring you to do it. i hope you guys are doing okay. i have a tumblr account that i write a bit on - @ babypinkhearts - i’ve been a bit more active there, but again, i haven’t written in a while. i love you all lots, thank you for being patient with me. i’ll try my best to stay positive, i promise.
          
          i’m not sure if my messages work, but if you want to tell me anything, they’re always open :’) if not, then my tumblr account’s dms work just fine.
          
          thank you again. i’ll see you all hopefully soon <3
          
          - mels

hi everyone! i know it might be a bit of a surprise to see me back here, as i’ve been away for... two months i think? ahh anyway - i wanted to come on here to address a few things. i recently logged on after months of not being on wattpad... and um... i think it’s safe to say that some people... went a bit overboard. my messages are flooded with pleas to continue writing - which isn’t entirely a bad thing! it’s just... it’s constant. and very aggressive. i’m glad i’ve provided this platform with more content - but it’s just a bit stressful. comments on my stories are constantly “update please” and i feel overwhelmed. i’d love to update - but i can’t find the right mindset to do it. and if you’ve read my bio - it’s caused me to go on hiatus. writing is one of the most valuable things to me. but sometimes, you need a break from something you love. around two weeks ago, i started school. i have AP classes now - and they’re not as light-work as i hoped they’d be haha. therefore - my attention goes directly to my classes. i’m not sure when i’ll be back. but what i’m asking from all of you - please respect my break. please respect me. i love you all. thank you for everything you’ve done for me and this account ❤️

Hi, I got into the fandom late and I loved your book on TUA when I read it. I was wondering if you’re still going to continue? I thoroughly enjoyed it and it feels sad to have it end on such a cliff hanger. If you don’t continue, I completely understand. 

sad that my most popular book is about a cheater

i’m having a bit of a writer’s block with fear :( i’m sorry everyone, i’m doing my best!

chapter one and we’ve already gotten into a bit of trouble with hisoka  damn are we that dumb

the fact that three months ago i wanted nothing to do with anime yet now i’m obsessed with it HAHA