𝓣. 𝓜.

*   ok  ,,   ok ok  i guess it’s time i said something .  it’s been  ,,  like a week ??  &&  i waited it out for a while, && i really hate that it’s come down to this, but it’s pretty clear that the majority of my accounts i have no access to cannot be returned .  i can’t access the emails, therefore i can’t change the passwords, therefore i can’t get those accounts back . 
          
           10 / 18 of my accounts .  3 of those accounts are for my  “ emotional support anons ”  that helped me cope && vent, that i had for YEARS, that helped me get through hard times in my life . 
          
          i know they’re just fictional characters i made up, but still . . . 
          
          the past week has been harder than i thought .  i won’t go into everything that happened, but due to these things, i found myself redownloading wattpad && trying to log into 2 of those anons that i use for therapeutic roleplaying && felt worse when i STILL couldn’t access those accounts . 
          
          needless to say, without specific anons, i don’t see myself maintaining a presence in the roleplay / anon community .  i’m leaving wattpad .  my anons, specifically .  with my mental health being on another downward spiral, i can’t risk my outlet — my SAFE PLACE — being taken away && the reason for another breakdown .
          
          i was luckily able to gain access to my main account again // @penworlds
          but i don’t see myself being very active there, either .  i might drop in every few weeks or months but it’s safe to say, && very much accurate, that i’m done with wattpad .  i hate it came down to this, i really do .  i was just now revamping accounts && being more active on wattpad .

*   ok but even tho i love my friends here && everything  ,,  i’m deleting this app for now bcus the stress && anxiety isn’t Fun so if you want my discord pls pm me && i’ll send it to you !!

*   everyone is talking about being locked out of their accounts && i know it’ll probably go away when watty has finished maintenance ,,  but dude i have so much anxiety over this for some reason .  especially after seeing some false information on why this happened .  i had to do some investigating before i calmed down after reading those false assumptions ,,  guys be careful what you tell people .  if it isn’t true,  or you don’t know for sure,  don’t say it please  :))
          
          it also just frustrates me because three of those anons are ones that i’ve had for years && i’m deeply attached to them && the characters ,,  they’ve helped me cope && get through so much in my life that it’s making me panic from not being able to access them 
          
          but anyways ,,  trying to stay calm ,,  10 of 18 of my accounts are inaccessible at the moment .  i’ll list those accounts below so that you guys are aware that if you’ve tried to contact me on any of the following accounts, i’m not ignoring you !!  i just absolutely cannot log into them ,,

todd ! my son -

//;  i’ll give u meme dog anyway bcus i have muse for him always soooo here cries
          
          oh,  hey,  you  ready  to  order?  if  you’re  ordering,  that  is.  if  you  need  more  time  that’s  chill  too.  

you 　got 　a 　problem 　or 　something　,　 creep　⠀?

//;  dad  dog.
          
          uh,  you  lost  kiddo?  you’ve  kinda  been..  wandering.  

*   also someone should totally make a dog  /  canine  character  &&  come interact with this boy because that’d be so funny  &&  cute ??  or if you already have one then  ,,  drop something  ;’))

RANDOM FACTS ABOUT TODD !
          
          *  even in his human form, he has quite a few cat - like characteristics. he HATES water. it takes him HOURS to convince himself to take a bath, && probably half an hour just to get into the bathtub. 
          
          *  he also likes to climb && perch on top of tall, elevated places. his favorite places to chill out is on a countertop, on a roof && even on high tree branches.
          
          *  predictably, todd loves seafood. especially tuna, salmon && crab meat — but shrimp, calamari && steak make for good combination to substitute those things, too.
          
          *  maybe less predictably, todd has an obsession with cereal. mostly for the milk (which he’ll even drink warm), but he could eat his body weight in cereal... which isn’t a lot, due to being 4’11” && very slender.
          
          *  his height isn’t to glorify anything unideal or inappropriate. he’s short due to being so severely malnourished, plus being injected with some strange cat - like dna left him to hold the petite build of a feline  (plus he’s based off of my tiny inside cat i’ve had for two years now !! )
          
          *  he has a heightened sense of smell, hearing && sight (which comes in handy at night time). sometimes he’ll be alerted by sounds or scents that no one else can detect, sometimes leading his friends to think he’s crazy.
          
          *  he’s lived on the streets a while before, when he was between being discharged from nostalgia && not yet recruited for the new organization. needless to say, he’s used to taking advantage of his cat form to find a temporary home to lay low at
          
          *  his cat ears && tail are almost always present while he’s in his human form. why ?  because he’s not yet mastered the abilities that came with the power to shapeshift. 
          
          *  some people call him a furry or a neko ( especially elias, @actuallyslays ) because of his cat - like features, but i wouldn’t advise you do that... he’ll literally break your knee caps 
          

@videtamare 
          
          * todd slowly relaxed little by little, awkwardly clasping his hands together before pointing at the string hanging from her back pocket *  i just got distracted by that . . . n— not your butt !  the string .  * he stammered, red tinting his cheekbones && his cat - like ears pinning back *