badloveinterest

someone wanna catch me up on what’s new and good? i’ve been gone for awhile

badloveinterest

you know how on long road trips at night you can barely see actual cars on the freeway you just see the lights from the car  and do you ever stop to wonder what their life is like and what problems they have and what makes them happy and suddenly realize you'll probably never know, because their lives may never intersect with yours directly, or at all. and you realize how petty some stupid argument is or question how some people think only of themselves when there's an entire world around them and 
          
          
          doesn't that make your heart race to think about? 
          
          mine does
          
          it's qute a scary thing to think about 
          
          
          i think that's why people like antiques, you don't know where it's been and you don't know it's story, you just know it somehow ended up there, right in front of you
          
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          so a few weeks ago i was on a long car drive out of town at night, and i was just mentally ranting so when i stopped and went on my phone, i went into rant mode, and wrote it all down in my notes and sent it to a few friends, and they all seemed kind of confused i guess? 
          
          so yeah, that was the product of my life questionings while on a car ride that i couldn't sleep during.

lostnwonder

@dipdyed_hedgehogs i can relate to you sooo much. it's not even funny. I literally ponder about everyone's lives, especially if i don't know them. like, the car thing you said, I always get like a one second glance at the driver and then i remember the face and wonder about what could go on in their life and then realize that they are already long gone and I should stop because I'll never actually see that person again so it's ridiculous to do or something.
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