Watermelon

Hey lovlies! I published a journal with random thoughts that appear on my mind and I thought maybe some of you might benefit from them and reach out. So go give it a read it’s called Entries. 

I hate that I can't think about the next chapter for Personal. Also I just wrote 3 future chapters for it though. Ain't life great

IM SOOO HAPPY! Personal has a ranking! I know it's not much but its 134 of 248 Hailee Steinfeld books! I hope it goes well. I think Personal has been my favorite to write since it's basically everything that I am feeling at the moment and some experiences that I have faced. Anyways thanks for reading it!

Im marvel trash!!! Just went to watch Black Panther and my goodness!! It made me cry. I mean they way T’challa just holds his... never mind don’t want to spoil it but next month I’ll be ready for AVENGERS INFINITY WAR!! 

I know this was about 2 days ago but I can’t stop thinking about it and crying about it. Yes I’m talking about the Florida School shooting. I didn’t know who those kids were or the teacher who was a hero and saved the lives of six kids. And I keep saying kids cause that’s what they were. Kids. Who still had their lives ahead of them. I can’t believe someone had such hatred in their heart that they would do this. I keep crying because I know how important graduation is to me and they didn’t even make it their. Some of them had barely started high school. 
          
          And I keep thinking about the families. And I cry. Because I can’t even begin to imagine how they must be feeling. To have thought that morning that their kids are safe. They hugged or said their last words to them not knowing it would be their last. My condolences go to the families. 
          
          After these past shootings I am scared. I’m scared that my school could be next or my brothers. Yes we have been on lockdown for a shooter on campus or somewhere around the school but nothing ever happened. But it was scary and I remember almost having a panic attack while other kids were laughing and playing around. 
          
          Im sorry if you were close to the victims or go to that school. 

Haha very funny Shawn is my husband 

Also, updating maybe taking a while due to the lack of WiFi that I have at home. My data ran out and my phone isn’t paid until the 28th 

AHHH!!! I finally posted the prom chapter. I’m so happy and excited for all of you to read it. So got read it. O and give Moonlight a read too. Thank you and please comment and vote. 

Hello everyone my last first week of high school is done and honestly I'm so sad. It's been a wild road. I've always done my best to do amazing in school and the fact that I'm finishing it next year is crazy. I actually do love school. I love to learn and such anyways... I hope you all like the new chapter and please vote and comment if not then I might start updating less frequently and I might even reach the time period in which this story is taking place so please comment and vote. It really encourages me 

Yeah sorry I was at school