sometimes i wonder if things would've been different if i messaged you that day. i wonder if you were still around then maybe we would've gone to our first concert together. it's too late to say it, but i miss you and your presence so much.
you were my first friend, my first ally, the very reason i found myself in the summer of 2017. you were amazing, you were brilliant, the stories you told and the battles you've won were remarkable— i don't think i'll ever find anyone as epic as you.
it's been 4 years, how time passes by painfully. from time to time i still visit you, hoping that it's all a dream and it'll all go away... each time i get disappointed.
i love you tori, i never got to say that to you. i love you like a sister i would've done anything for you.
fly high angel.