so i wanted to come out here while it's still quite. so that i look you in the eye in case before i'm all gone. and tell you that you are the love of my life because you make me laugh every day and you make my life worth living and you make me feel like i'm not alone. and if things were normal then you'd be the person that it make it okay that i'd gotta grow old and die someday because at least i'd gotta spend some of that time. with you.