berros 🍓

cause i'm only human

but im working for the knife

and if i break, could i go on break?
          be back in my room, writin' speeches in my mind
          listenin' to the thousand hands that clap for me in the dark 

ermmmm maybe the reason they dont tske it serious is because i always say i will and joke about it but never do it. so if i do it for once or make them know how willing i am to do it, like i actually am serious, they'll be more concerned 

saturdays are not the same
          as they used to be
          sadder days, 
          why do they keep on using me? 

everybody loves you but nobody likes you

and i, i thought it would be easy to run
          but my legs are broken
          it's haunting me
          making it harder to breathe
          making it harder to breathe 

last night i dreamt
          that somebody loved me
          no hope, no harm 

i want to dissappear 

i used to open my door
          to pretty much anyone who was tryna look for
          a place to feel safe
          but i made my whole world safer for everyone but me