Wow, I'm really sorry about your dad. That's terrible! And I'm sorry about your mother. I'm a mother of three, and my kids are my life. I couldn't even fathom leaving them. I think you'd like my 16 year old daughter, she reminds me of you. She takes auto shop and construction in high school, and gets really high marks. Even the guys in the class ask her for help. She has a tool bench in her room, and it's full of power tools. She's saving up for either a motorcycle or a muscle car! My husband took her for a ride on the back of his motorcycle, and she was hooked. Starting a trucking business all by yourself is amazing! I don't know you, but I'm proud of you. It must be great to drive all over, by yourself. The freedom!!! I hope you get to enjoy a lot more time with your dad. If you ever want to talk, send me a message, I'll always answer. Good luck with everything, and stay strong.