baller11_sr

Hi hi! 10th follower reporting for duty! I hope we can become friends and support each other moving forward. BYE!!! :)

I'm petrified no matter how much anyone tried to love me, 
          my creased heart would still wonder: 
          Will they stay,
          or will they leave me alone, too?

Why are you so scared of attachment ?? 
          "कैसे बताऊँ? कैसे बताऊँ लैला?
          मजनू कहीं ना हो जाऊँ मैं लैला
          झूमूँ मैं, नाचूँ मैं, गाऊँ मैं लैला
          रंग में तेरे मलंग फिरूँ मैं लैला"

imagine losing access to my laugh, my strange questions, my uplifting reminders, the way i see life, the depth of my conversations, my spark and most of all, my love and presence.

I hope the attachment never find me, I am very bad at letting go.

After watching RAAKH, 
          It is an incredibly heavy realization when you connect those dots. For decades, that absolute fear was passed down from generation to generation of Indian parents.
          When we are kids, that kind of strictness feels like a cage. It feels unfair, overprotective, and like our parents just don't want us to have fun or grow up. But looking at it through the lens of history—especially events like the one shown in Raakh—you realize that their rules weren't meant to limit your freedom; they were a shield born out of pure terror.
          Parents who lived through that era saw firsthand how quickly a normal, everyday routine could turn into a worst-case scenario. To them, a simple rule like "don't take a lift" or "don't stay out past dark" wasn't just a minor boundary—it was the thin line keeping their children safe from a world that had suddenly proven it could be incredibly cruel.
          It makes you view their anxiety with a lot more empathy. It wasn't that they didn't trust you; they just couldn't trust the world around you.

Big believer of bhut kamana hai, kyunki bhut ghumana hai!

Badi manjil ke musafir, 
          Dil chota nai rakhte.

I think one of the nicest feelings is realizing someone enjoys talking to you even when there's no big story and nothing important happening. They're not there because you're entertaining. They're there because they like being around you.
           In a world where everyone seems busy, that kind of presence feels rare.

asthetic outside, 
          अस्त- व्यस्त inside.