bamalexis22

New chapter of my hermitcraft book, it's ZIT!! I'm sorry if it's not very good TwT I'm very rusty at writing but I hope y'all enjoy anyway

bamalexis22

Happy Pride Month everyone! (yes ik I'm slightly late shut up), y'all are all amazing and valid and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Even if no one else accepts you and loves you, I do so much <33

bamalexis22

@AquaticMcFan Happy Pride Month! :D
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AquaticMcFan

@bamalexis22 Happy Pride Month!! 
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bamalexis22

Damn Alex is going through it rn but at least people like my shitty fanfics :')

bamalexis22

@WelshKitsune thank ya! <3 and yeah, I've just been having some mental health stuff :')
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bamalexis22

Rest in peace Technoblade, you will be missed. Thank you for getting me and so many others through hard times, you've helped and inspired so many of us and you were gone too soon. Technoblade never does because we will keep his memory alive.

bamalexis22

Life sucks, existence is pain, I hate myself and everything

FANwrite4ever

@bamalexis22 Are you alright dears ?? I am always open to talk, And please don't kill yourself @WaryRGMCA You have a very special place in this world, and remember I am always here to talk to. I won't judge you or anything, even a friendly chat with me through my discord or DMs is okay, hope you are alright.
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bamalexis22

Why is it I'll be happy and then something minor happens and I'll be on the verge of a mental breakdown (sorry to anyone who sees this, I just need to get this off my chest)

NotTomBoy

@bamalexis22 hope u feel better xx
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bamalexis22

@NotTomBoy woah, really?? That's so cool! I didn't know that, and yeah I'm fine, just a bit stressed and depressed (ha that rhymed)
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NotTomBoy

Actually! There’s a good reason for this! Most people assume that happy and sad are at opposite ends of the feelings-spectrum, but actually they’re not. Feeling strong emotions is at the opposite end to not feeling any, which means being happy is right next to having a mental breakdown. So when you’re very happy, it’s a lot easier to switch to other strong emotions than it seems. I don’t know if that makes sense, but I find it pretty interesting. Hope you’re doing ok <3
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bamalexis22

Everything sucks

bamalexis22

@NotTomBoy thanks mate, I'll try <3
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NotTomBoy

Bro, pls try to sleep <3
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