little ol’ me

Hello, it's been a while! I'm in college now, and I turned 19 recently! I've been reminding myself that you don't have to move fast to move far, but if you don't start anything, you won't get anywhere! I have no idea how to begin, but that doesn't matter. Go for it! I will begin to do something very soon. Stay grounded and focused! I love you all! 

Hey, I'm 17 now and I still don't have a job but I'm spending my time doing nothing!!! I will have to strength to fight for my dreams but a lot has been going on personally. I'm letting go of what no longer serves me. My second family has done so much for me and I will always love them for that but people like me are meant to spread their wings and move on. When they said when you get old you'll have fewer friends around you and damn that shit hurts. I wish I can go back and tell them how I'm feeling but I think it's too late. So message to everyone that doesn't speak up for themselves, please do, you deserve to. You don't owe anyone anything but expressing yourself is better. I will actively do that too, from this day forward. Hope you do too :) peace out 
          
          keepin it real 

Heyyy, I haven’t been on here for a long time. I’m trying to find a job that’s like a stepping stool. I wanna do the things I love. Jah has always inspired me to be different. Here and there I feel alone around the people closest to me but strangers don’t know me so I can be whoever I want. I’ve been by myself for the longest and I’m realizing that what jah said is so true. Oh btw the year he was born was 1998 lol 

Hi my name is Janeva, I love Jahseh aka xxxtentacion. He helpped me and millions of people with depression. He really cares about us. When i found out he was dead I was at school people saying x got shot, x got shot. People where laughing, like it was a joke. I was heated like thats not funny. I wanted to punch the shit out of him but this pussy ass boy kept running away. By the time i got home i started crying my eyes out. Then Instagram doesn't make anything better. There was 4 people involved with his death. They only got 3 people. When they find that last person, x will finally have justice. Anyway people saying he's still alive, hes doing it for his next album. Then in the official video where he got shot their was no blood. So basically i was in denial. When you think about it jah is set free from life right? Life is full of pain. At least i know hes safe. For the people who don't like him think to yourself, if i had millions of people watch my everymove and im trying to grow up and do better help people. Do you think you deserve a second chance to make things right??? Ask yourself do i have the right to judge others who is trying to better themselfs in the end? If you said yes then please rethink that. If you said no, we are humens everyone deserves a second chance. Jahseh passed at a very young age he was barley an adult although he was a very rare wise educatied young man. He was still human. One day in my next life I will meet him.
           Quote jah used to say " Humens fear what they don't understand always and forever"        
          -Jahsay Dewayne Ricardo Onfroy born
          1/23/1994 passed:6/18/2018 
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