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Long time no see everyone its been officially 3 years since I was last on here, I barely go on as it is but thats ok, I'm 20 now and my boyfriend is 22, we are almost to our 4 year mark together, and if you guys are seeing this during the coronavirus pandemic I hope everyone is safe and trying not to go crazy as quarantine continues, hopefully this shit will go away soon ❤ stay strong guys

Hey guys I'm sorry that i haven't been around for a while many things have happened ^-^ I'm almost done with my junior year which is crazy really... but I've been dating my 19 year old bf for almost 7 months which is crazy but better than my ex. I haven't been depressed in a while and really things in my life are starting to fit together and work out :3 so i hope u guys are doing good and everything love u all and always stay strong <3

Fuck everything... fuck life...

I barely go on here as i used to but i try to update stuff heheh 

Ahhh love the darkness of night it's so beautiful, well i can't sleep XD ny demons are probably saying nope no sleep for u XD man I'm crazy at 3am.  But I'm pretty bored.... and fucking ghost keeps hugging meh x_x wtf i don't needz the lovings right now.... *-*

Hey can u check out my poem book.... Thanks 

I hate always seeing my friends upset cuz then I'll cry worrying about them all night and try to keep everything together for them as best as i can. I'm always there for anyone as much as i can because i care a lot and i listen. But the worst thing that breaks my heart is seeing ppl crying because I'm sensitive to everyone's feelings and i am very emotional, but i want to be there for any that needs a hug, I'm not good with words but i help as best as i can

Sorry that i haven't been around for a while i had to delete the app cuz my phone was being a piece of crap so yeah... im back

Happy Anti-Valentine's Day!
          Let's go murder ppl XD

Hehe so this morning  in global my friend, he grabbed my agenda and wrote something in and I was curious if he was going to do a saying on one of the drawings I did and he gave it back to me and it said will you be my valentine? And i looked at him with a small smile and he assured me just as friends and I wrote down sure =3  
          
          But we both hate the holiday, but that actually shocked me slightly tho but yeah my first valentine that I've ever had ^,^ but still I'm still in speechless/shocked mode tho still...