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hey, i'm back. i don't know how many would read this but i'll just say it. 2019 was wild for me.
i became an army, i learned, i struggled. i became a oneit, monbebe, & atiny. we lost wonho and we're still fighting. x1 disbanded but i still support for all 11. i became an nctzen. sm really has to fucking do something about saesangs. there are company staff giving away this personal information and death threat made to artists.
corona happened. a chapter of my life has been closed. turns out, everything i remember from 4-9 is false and i had some kind of acute schizophrenia or i was just a really sensitive, dramatic and imaginative brat.
i'm 14 now i'm starting this writing thing again because i need to have my thing which i can fall back on. right now i'm working on "blue flame" a supernaturals-in-this-world kinda genre. and yeah, i think that's it. i'm trying to grow up and step out of the dark zone and live like a normal person but as always, work in progress.
also i watched the untamed so i was on ao3 24/7 :3 DELULU BGYX STANS STAY AWAY IM NOT LIKE YOU