bangmejeon

EXCUSE ME BRAH

bangmejeon

Hello fellow highschool seniors preparing for college entrance exams, i wish you luck T-T :⁠,) :'( I'M SO CONFUSED ABOUT MY CAREER LORD HELP ME, being an Indian student who has to study 15 hours a day to beat 4-5 million plus students and as someone who can't follow her dreams I WILL MAKE SURE THE MEXT GENERATION FEELS FREE TO FOLLOW THEIR DREAMS (not really i only study for 5 hours LMAO)
          
          I love designing and art (game characters) and want to pursue a career in it, but you can't do this in south asia (sorry I'm taking out all my frustration here) I wish these old people with old mindset who don't know how to run a country die and eligible young people take over the country, so sick of these old farts. I'm going to give up on my dreams because of them because the government doesn't invest in these areas, I'm talking about most asian countries because the government focuses only on fights LMAO.
          
          

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@bangmejeon my exam dates are close, one EE in January, highschool exams(boards) in February, another EE in 1st week of April, another EE in May/June, life is cruel(⁠+⁠_⁠+⁠)(⁠+⁠_⁠+⁠)(⁠+⁠_⁠+⁠)
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bangmejeon

@bangmejeon I'll say it, I'm smart enough to go to stanford or Harvard (I love math and engineering was what I wanted to do for money) but being the eldest daughter in south asia comes between us, the current institute i go to is just as expensive as going to stanford (1500-2000$)? (source: fee calculator idk if it's accurate) but WHAT DO YIU MEAN I CANT GO THE COLLEGE/UNI I WANT BECAUSE I HAVE TO LOOK AFTER AND SAVE MONEY FOR MY YOUNGER SIBLINGS??????? (If you don't relate to this sibling thing, wait till you start applying for colleges (unless you're born rich(I'm not saying I'm poor, just got some non understanding and over protective parents who won't let me study or work abroad even though we're well off to pay the fees and I'm talented enough)
            
            I understand where they're coming from tho, they just want me to have a stable career and peaceful life
            
            It was Design(no career here) >engineering> architecture (F)>others for me 
            
            I'm going to my desired University for sure though and it's one of the top universities in asia but ykwim? I can't opt for design, it pisses me off, idk what to do anymore (I know what to do but i don't know what course i want to do now after +2, LIKE BITCH WHAT MAJOR????)
            You know what I'm just kinda glad my dad isnt forcing me to go for engineering in CS 
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BROOOOOOOOOOOO HOW ARE YOU ALLL 

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@bangmejeon I'm good but shit lol the entrance exam dates just came out 
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bangmejeon

Im back
          Im so sorry
          I'll reply your dms too
          :( :)
          
          + I AM SO SJSJNSNSNS CRAZZYY IM GOING CRAZY
          
          There's a boy I like, he likes me too
          He's so cute, cool, secxea, supportive, flirty, understanding AHAHHSBSSB
          he has super cool music taste too! 
          He gives me butterflies, so many butterflies
          
          "Aww dear I can't help.
          My existence gives you butterflies,
          Is it my fault???" AHAA BITCH YES
          
          He makes my heartbeat unstable
          
          But I guess I'm too sensitive, obsessive, impatient.
          I fear I'll scare him off
          I send him my unfiltered pics, I look pretty but what if he gets bored of me, I trust him and I know he likes me a lot, I like him a lot too! But fear
          Pls
          What do I do?