I can't believe you're gone. I can't. I can't comprehend that it's been two years already. I know what it must've been like. I know how bad it must have been, and it's terrible. I'm sorry that no one realized sooner and helped you. Jonghyun, I hope you're somewhere, up there in the stars, smiling and that you're really, truly happy. You deserve it. You deserve to be happy, to be free, to do whatever your heart wants. I promise you I'll join you in the stars soon. We all miss you so much, and we just want you to know you're loved, okay? Rest in peace, Jonghyun. You were an amazing person and you won't ever be forgotten. 12/18