bangtan_and_chill
I think i just want to finish all my books then die
bangtan_and_chill
bangtan_and_chill
If no one has wished you happy new years
Happy new years!! We made it!
bangtan_and_chill
I feel so disappointed in others when i never shouldve gotten my hopes up in the first place. Friends, family,relationships, ah.. its all worthless isnt it
Im done. Im just here to finish my stories and then im gone. Off the grid or off this earth either way im done
Peggycarter978
@bangtan_and_chill I’m so sorry you feel this way. I don’t know what I can do to help, but if you ever feel like doing anything, please talk to someone. I know this must be rich coming from me because I haven’t been talking lately, but please consider.
HiraiMxmo
@bangtan_and_chill I know what you mean, but I do hope you know that there are people who care for you. We may not exactly be with you physically, nor are we super close, but we are and always will be here when you need someone. My pm's are always open if you want to talk, it cam be about anything, I just need you to know that there still is hope
McfuckU
Hi.
This might be really random, but I stumbled on a comment that you made talking about your mom’s job situation, and it stuck with me. I know I’m a random person on the internet, but I hope you’re okay. You seem really sweet, and yeah. I hope you’re happy wherever you may be.
bangtan_and_chill
Oh hey.. thank you for your concern.. what comment is it? The situation has gotten better youre sweet as well thanks for checking up on me
bangtan_and_chill
I miss old wattpad
Before ads took over
When books were cringey but we never noticed just so absorbed into the fantasy they created
Before you had to pay
When you could just love in comment sections and just laugh and laugh
It used to be so fun
SO fun
bangtan_and_chill
I am not built for college. It just won’t work out for me. There’s no way. If imma make money I gotta hit a goldmine now cuz I ain’t going more years of school for sheet. Wasting my youth
bangtan_and_chill
I forgot that it was my birthday yesterday. Yay me I guess. I’ve grown. Last year I had been on the verge of death with one of my worst mental breakdowns to date because of such horrible anxiety that I was getting older.
Now I don’t care. So heh. Happy belated birthday to me
bangtan_and_chill
Idek if I wanna keep Wattpad tbh. I’ve had it about eight years and so much has changed and hardly for the better. All these ads and paid stories just make it troublesome. It’s no fun reading just to stop every character for a 30 second or minute long ad. I’m impatient, have a low attention span, it was never gonna work
But idk. I’ve started so many relationships from here and had so much fun in comment sections. Ao3 IS better and will always be but there’s something about collectively clowning characters in a comment section at three different time zones that just hit different. Idk
jiminsdirtysocks
Bro I just close the app and re open it then the add is gone and continue reading the next chapter
Peggycarter978
How are you? I haven't said 'hello' in a while so sorry about that. I hope you're doing good, although with all things considered, that is a pretty stupid thing to say. How are your brothers? I hope you are doing as well as you can be! sorry for not talking in a while.
-me
Peggycarter978
Thank you, and if I can help someone feel better, I try to do so. I hope you are doing well! sorry this note is so short!
bangtan_and_chill
@Peggycarter978 it still touches me that you feel remorse over such a thing, it truly warms my heart. I never believed I would have someone so concerned for me especially over writing that I expected no one to read so no matter what I’m grateful and appreciate you
Peggycarter978
I wish I had the energy of a five year old, and, you're welcome for checking in! If I can make someone's day a little better, I try to do what I can. Even though you say that there is no need to be sorry, I just feel like I should, you know? I just feel bad for not saying anything for so long, or not responding fast. I hope you are having a good day/night. Doing the best that you can is all that you can do, and I hope you are safe!
Sincearly,
me
bangtan_and_chill
Guess who turned five today?
Not me of course
But damn my brothers are growing up way too fast and somehow not fast enough
Whew