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hey darlings -- a little note to whoever has stumbled over this trainwreck of fifteen draft fanfics (14 y/o me was so ambitious)
          
          just to let you know that i have moved to ao3! haven't written in years but suddenly remembered this account & thought i could make something of the work left here. as much as i've moved on with life & away from bts i've had some free time open up & this might be something i want to dip my toes back into ? who knows ?? it'll likely be under the same handle as i'm still interested in the concepts i set out.
          
          however, i will be adapting the one shots -- for one, the writing isn't brilliant, but with age my morals about 'shipping' fanfiction has changed, i don't believe it's so harmless anymore & it can taint friendships & change perceptions. to overshare, i think it was necessary to come to terms with my own sexuality, but i've no right to create private scenarios between real life friends & force my own (likely false & now outdated) perceptions of their relationships on them without their consent, & plant ideas in obsessed fans that will follow them throughout their career & strain what has brought millions of people so much joy. even if they never see this, i have no right to assume -- whether this be heteronormative environmental influences or conscience coming back to bite me in the ass, i'd rather write imagines of  moments between the boys as characterised extentions of themselves & imaginary second parties, in cultures i am knowledgeable about. they'll stay here until i've moved everything over.
          
          (can you tell i did an english lit a-level in the time i've been away?? education &all that shit hahah)
          
          in other news, life is better !! not always good, but never always bad like it before. covid has allowed a lot of time for self-reflection that i largely ignored as a kid. i've grown, &now looking on to my 19th year, i'm honestly looking forward to the future for the first time, rather than looking for an end <3
          
          wishing you the best.
          L x

d-2 goes fuckin hard
          this man > everything else on this shitty ass planet wow we don't deserve him

thank u for 3k on my one shots !!! xxx

oh my god
          boy with luv ?? k i l l e d m e
          those trousers were so tight it was a godsend
          and all of them have improved so much wow

hey go read haven by @occamy
          what a book omg

wow i have rlly cute shit lined up buT iDK hOw to WrITE

side note btsos has been added to a few smut reading lists
          i've never laughed so hard in my life what have i done haha
          

wow thank u so much for 2k on bts one shots !!!!! xoxoxo

happy birthday to the man who i love more than life itself 
          rest up min yoongi, have the best day xoxo

happy valentines everyone ♡♡♡