barakatboulevard

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remember when i had over 1k followers lmao
          	anyway! ive been inactive for so long but now im making it official. feel free to unfollow! or dont, whatever floats your boat.
          	im leaving my stories up because its actually quite nostalgic :') i just remembered all the hard work i put into these stories and more that i deleted (oops)
          	anyway, thanks for always sticking around! and for those whove followed me since tmdc, hooooooooly shit i love you guys. that was an embarrassing story.
          	im on tumblr if any of you guys have it! my url is gayshaolin.
          	see you on the flipside! sorry for never giving you a proper goodbye.
          	much love x

robberscth

okay i know you'll prolly never read this but your book (social media) changed my life. i've never read a book on this site that quite topped it and it completely blew me away. i went through every possible emotion while reading it and !! it made me cry so hard it was so beautiful. i love your reading and you are quite a lovely and wonderful person. good luck in life and such. (:

cool4evergal

@robberscth Youre not alone in this dude I reread it a lot and I was always so excited whenever it got updated. This book is so special to me omg highfive
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barakatboulevard

Diese Nachricht könnte beleidigend sein 
remember when i had over 1k followers lmao
          anyway! ive been inactive for so long but now im making it official. feel free to unfollow! or dont, whatever floats your boat.
          im leaving my stories up because its actually quite nostalgic :') i just remembered all the hard work i put into these stories and more that i deleted (oops)
          anyway, thanks for always sticking around! and for those whove followed me since tmdc, hooooooooly shit i love you guys. that was an embarrassing story.
          im on tumblr if any of you guys have it! my url is gayshaolin.
          see you on the flipside! sorry for never giving you a proper goodbye.
          much love x

cosmicmalum

ASDFGHJLL ILY JAY YOU VOTED ON MY CAKE FIC WTF IT'S TRASH!!!
          
          I honestly appreciate your reply to my long personal message. I love you really !

barakatboulevard

do whatever makes you more comfortable!
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cosmicmalum

@spencerjsmith I don't even know if I should change it to third person. I mean, i was originally a first person writer, then I tried in third and it got successful and now I'm back to first person I'm stuck in between oh my gof
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barakatboulevard

it's really good! i was a bit disappointed to find out that it has yet to be updated, to be honest. i'm glad you do! i love you, too :-) x
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cosmicmalum

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Chapter 17 of social media fucked me up real bad, I just played disenchanted when Luke said it was playing, and the rest of mcr's album played and the moment Luke cried and sobbed on the floor when his brothers found out he tried to commit suicide, I was here, I was there, I was crying with him and fuck, man, I didn't know whether to be grateful to you for creating a realistic point of view or ungrateful for building a wreck out of me bc my sadness just washed all over me and now I can't seem to stop it wow

cosmicmalum

@barakatboulevard yes, yes, it's a good thing because 1. you're able to let the emotions speak to the readers and 2. I just felt v sad that time and crying lifted the weight off of my chest. I adore the story sm, and thank you for answering me. can I like, share some things with you? I'll pm it.
            
            I found a friend thru this story I'm already grateful for this
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barakatboulevard

@1-800-CALUM view. whoops. where did i get you? it's 6 am, i'm too tired for this.
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barakatboulevard

this message may be offensive 
@1-800-CALUM i'm sorry it fucked you up. is that a good thing? social media is in fact autobiographical, so i'm really glad you see it from a realistic point of you! or not. that would mean you relate to luke, right? i'm sorry about that, too. i'm also sorry for all this emotion you're facing, but i hope you're enjoying the story! x
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-remusjohn

thank you for just being amazing. you are a great writer and even though you won't be writing fanfiction on here anymore i hope you know that you are very talented. your stories are great and you are really nice. best of luck to you in anything to do xx

barakatboulevard

@wastelxnd oh my gosh, thank you so much! these are such kind words. i hope so many good things happen to you :-) x
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barakatboulevard

i think i'm done writing fanfiction.
          
          i won't delete my stories, but i'll just be discontinued for now. i can't make time for this website anymore. besides, i have no inspiration to write. i think my time has come.
          
          it was fine these past three years. thanks to all of you who were here since the beginning. (are there any of you that have been following me since tmdc and dd? gosh, those books were embarrassing. thanks for sticking by me!)
          
          i may create an ao3 account, if i ever feel like posting dabbles.
          
          thanks for being here. :-)
          
          goodbye,
          jay (barakatboulevard) xx

itzjesshey

CRI BC I LOVED THOSE BOOKS AND I REMEMBER REALLY WANTING TO REREAD THEM AND YOU'D DELETED THEM glad gog is still here though, your books are honestly so amazing i can't even not say it, i never forget your books
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barakatboulevard

@xxdanicaxx HOLY SHlT I REMEMBER YOU YOU'VE BEEN THERE SINCE THE BEGINNING HOW DID YOU READ THOSE BOOKS THEY WERE TRASH x
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