it would be much easier and shorter to write about the things that aren't wrong with me... but who the hell would wanna do that when they have an endless list of flaws as an alternative? maybe I should just settle with the simplicity of 'I'm fucked up' - beyond measure, beyond help. I've kinda accepted my demented and sadistic fate in this world, just as I've accepted the fact that I will never be happy. but being happy can't be all it's made out to be, or so many people would murder to be it. personally, I would rather be high. and most of the time, I am. well I'm going to end my 1:31 am on a Tuesday bio because I'm a bit sleepy. it will change before long. goodbye, my lovelies.