Noah

I remember the time I uploaded my ren x reader fanfic. It's not that long ago, and let's be honest, it was kinda cringe, but I had fun writing it, and in the end, it was my first time writing fanfiction. I liked the way it started but got super stressed that people were actually reading it and waiting for new chapters. XD
          So I kinda rushed the last chapters of it and didn't like the way it turned out in the end and deleted all of it. 
          I still like the way it was going for, but I just can't seem to find an ending for it, so I'll probably never finish writing it. 

I wanted to change my banner, so I saved the photo just to see that's already my banner. 

Damals war ich in der sechsten Klasse als ich wattpad runter geladen hab. Jetzt mach ich fucking Abitur, dass ist crazy. 

My mental health is not at its best point at the moment. I'm having some crazy thoughts right now but I'm working on it 

I feel embarrassed by the storys I used to read 

My doctor lost my blood 5 times... How can that happen? I really NEED those blood tests because I take a really high dose of medication...

I got a rose on valentines day the first time 
          You can't imagine how happy I was I even got a cart 4 kids below my grade gave it to me I don't know them they came to me and talked to me once or twice and then they randomly gave me a rose I found it really cute <3

I kinda feel tired but I can't sleep I also feel kinda dizzy and hungry but I don't want to stand up I just want to sleep 

Wattpad took my weight loss diary down 
          But I understand the reason why they took it down...

I cutted my hair short and it looks terrible