why do i miss him. he didn’t let me post, or hangout with friends, no crop tops allowed, no leggings allowed, no male friends, he made me feel guilty about spending time with my family, he yelled at me, he made me hurt every night. but i miss his love, his touch, the way he would say my name, when he would hold me, when he wiped my tears and kissed me, the hand holding, the dates we went on, watching tv shows and movies together, the hours of face time calls. 1 year and 3 months of texts. he meant so much to me.
