Hello everyone! Sorry that I havenāt posted in a few weeks . . . My excuse is pretty bad, but itās just that Iāve just felt very unmotivated whenever I write. I keep making new stories and empty promises, yet I never finish what I start, and most stories I write get put into the compost pile. I just feel like if I want to finish a story, I really have to connect to it. The two stories I have finished (āMaybe We Could Be Friendsā and āIf We Could Loveā) are actually based off of real life (or a āfan fictionā of my circumstances), so I completely understood what I was writing and knew where the plot was going when I wrote them. This leads to the next point: Iām really bad at plotting. Yeah, I develop story ideas, but actually fleshing them out can be really, really hard for me. The reason why I could actually finish my published stories is because the chapters are short and the plots . . . are simple or even non-existent. I often put myself down and just try to avoid writing because I donāt think whatever I write is good enough (thatās why I like to write one-shots). Whenever I read otherās stories, they seem like diamonds while mine feel like dirt. But I hope that can change. I have . . . another story idea, and I hope itās not lame (itās called Renwood Cabin). Iām actually going on a cruise tomorrow for a week, so all I can post is the rough idea of the summary. I might work on the story, but I do have the beginning and ending figured out mostly (thereās a big twist at the end, and I hope it will surprise you all!), but the middle is still being fleshed out (Iām praying that I will be able to figure out the plot). Anyway, I think thatās all I have to say. I love you all!
Thanks for reading! (Hopefully my hiatus wonāt be too long XD.)