baybigger

@jennierubyjane221 sorry to reply to you so late, but I was a bit sick and am now recovering.
            
            Anyways, I thought I was the only one with a bad birthday, but I guess we have that in comon
            
            Before I lived alone, I used to fight a lot with my mum, but since we are separate now and aren't in each other's ways, we are like best friends.
            
            I am proud of you for folowing your dreams and all! And beliving in yourself, because if you stop, that is where everything will go to shit.
            
            But please keep fighting your way to the top and everything will pass. Have a bit of patience and everything will go your way

@baybigger i have ALOT of updates i dont even know where to start
            
            It was very rough for me for the past like 2-3 years but most major updates from the last time we talked to now are
            
            I had the worst birthday ever this year,had a mental breakdown felt likr shit actually 
            
            My parents have gotten more absurd with their words when they angry and act like nothing happened when the angry dies down im stuck in this spiral where they treat me really good and sacrificed alot for me but also mentally destroy me.
            
            My dad almost died,doctors said he wouldnt make it 
            He did fourtunately i still love my parents tho sometimes they make me feel unloved and more like a burden they are usually good actually unless short temper gets to them. 
            
            Started learning dance and singing to pursue music like i always wanted to 
            
            And many more but these are major ig everythings find of falling apart but at the same time iam a firm believer of positive thinking so im constantly reminding my self of my priviliges 

@baybigger is working in a bookstore enough to financially support you tho?

@pweaseletmego I've been planning on writing one, but I don't know if it's gonna be soon

@_Jxliet_ I will continue, I'm sorry I'm so slow, I just search for time to write.