fuck off

I'm following everyone back again, so this is a message for you
          Thanks for supporting me, thank you so much for being there even when I was gone
          I really appreciate you

hello do you love reading poems?
          if you have time I hope you will check my book :)
          thank you
          God bless ❤️
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          YOUR NORTHERN STAR, POLARIS

hey! good morning, afternoon, evening, or whatever time of day it is. how are you guys? :) my new acc is @briannagrace__ 
          
          i’m going to be inactive on this acc from now on. if you wanna talk, just message me on my new acc. ^

Hi kiddo. I miss you. 

I don’t get it. We have to push ourselves to our breaking point just to get a good grade. I admire the people that don’t really even give a crap about if you got an A+ or a C. I wish I was like that. Why does a grade resemble who you are? Why do you require to have a good grade to get into a good college, or, heck, to even get into a college at all? It’s stupid to me. It’s all so stupid. So what if I got a B on that gosh darn math test? I can make it up. It’s only a B. And my parents think that grades matter more than who you really are, too. I’ll get grounded if I get a bad score on a math test!! What the heck, doods? Also, school is kinda teaching us to cheat off of other people. Because if we don’t get a good grade, we’re screwed. So copy off someone else!! That way if they get something right (or wrong) you will too, and you’ll be in the same boat! 
          
          Barf. 
          
          I’m just saying that grades don’t define someone. Some bitch could get A’s in every class, and get into a good college. But then she’ll act out in college and you’ll be ashamed?
          
          Uhm, I don’t think that’s how life works. I’m honestly living to die. 
          
          

I have all A’s in school. Someone tell me that they’re proud of me before I seriously stab someone. I hate 6th grade. I hate school. I hate early mornings. I miss summer. 

You laugh like it's nothing.
          I smile because it's everything.

I. LOBE. YOUR. USERNAME. IZZY.

i wanna make things so much better, but I FREAKING CAN'T. YOu wanna know why? BECAUSE I'M SO YOUNG AND MY PARENTS WANNA KEEP MY MIND FRESH AND YEAH WELL GUESS WHAT I ALREADY KNOW DONALD TRUMP SUCKS, AND I KNOW WHAT SEX IS, AND MURDER AND SUICIDE OKAY?????????????? BUT NU I STILL CAN"T HAVE INSTAGRAM, I MEAN I HAVE IT BUT THAT ACCOUNT IS SOLELY ONLY FOR PEOPLE I ACTUALLY KNOW IRL, SO I CAN't TALK TO YOU PEOPLE AND UGHHHHHHA ND I'M STOOPID LIKE IDK HOW TO MAKE THINGS BETTEr, AND I DON"T WANNA LET PEOPLE DOWN AND I TRY SO HARD BUT NOOOO i"m "TOO YOUNG" LIKE WHAT THE HECK I'M FREAKING NOT okay bye thanks for lisstening

tears stare me in the face. i completed life at my own race. with no help from anyone. i reached for a handgun, and my life flashed before my eyes. i realized everything i had accepted, willingly, and now, i was accepting this. 
          
          UHM, so i was scrolling through my old Drive stories and poems, and all that crap, and--i found that poem. ^^ it says that my last edit was 2 years ago. that's scary, ngl.