I'm sorry i made you feel like a baby, and I know how you feel, trust me i went through an extremely similar situation but you have to keep going, please.
First of all you don't have to censor out swear words (sorry I had to point that out) and second of All please don't call me young, it makes me feel like a baby when I'm not lol. Third of all the only people irl got taken away thanks to my bitch of a mother so that went out the window and honestly judging by my life rn my future is gonna suck and I possibly won't even have one