@bbgwoo__young
I’m leaving for a bit, gotta focus on some things. Sorry everyone, I’ll try and be back soon <3
@Pillowprincessminki I will thank you hun <33
@yesiateyourchicken thank you hun I’ll be back dw <3
@SIG1astatine thanks hun <3
I’m here if you need anything love
I really don’t understand the logic of tryouts in sports. This whole week I have had tennis tryouts and met up with a couple of old players and they wanted me to tryout for varsity. Now I didn’t intend on doing so but I figured why not since I still have next year to tryout too. I seriously gave it my all I tried my best and did what I could do. But today was the last day of tryouts and I had an “friend” of mine and had been trying out for JV, all of the sudden want to tryout for varsity on the LAST DAY OF TRYOUTS, kinda weird isn’t it? Well she was there and doing what she was doing and near the end of practice, the coach was calling girls down to tell them the didn’t make varsity and they would be ‘demoted’ to JV. My name was called, and I was sad, sure, but I kind of just accepted it, until the girl I was kinda friends with made varsity. To say I was pissed is such an understatement. And I’m not even trying to be rude, she just plainly did not deserve the spot she “earned” there were other girls that also got demoted and were better. And I’m not even just blaming her, I’m also blaming the coach for letting other girls get on the varsity team too that didn’t deserve it. I just don’t understand what’s the point if you’re just going to choose girls who you like personally instead of actual dedication?
I’m sorry for the rant but I just think it’s fucked up.
@bbgwoo__young it is fucked up actually. What i can say is, when one door doesn't open, it's only for another one to. Like, ik that can sound a bit annoying now but trust me when i say any amount of energy you put in to something always comes back to you one way or another.
@bbgwoo__young i get that on a molecular level but one thing i will say is use that hatred of the shitty feeling and whoop it into not just motivation but training and discipline you hate the feeling of losing motivation, I know, im the same way. but take rhat hatred and anger and use it to keep doing whay you love. if bastards like the favoritism coaches or whoever they are wont recognize your talent then ypu work to beat the system become better then the system until they have no option other than to see you really see you become something they cant ignore youre so strong baby and on the days you have no motivation and going through your routine is hard im here Im always here, good and bad days never leaving pkay baby? so keep doing what you love and if they wont support you I always will
@urfavbuttcracker it’s okay hun, I just feel like I’ve lost a lot more motivation then what I started with. I feel like shit again and I fucking hate it
favoritism is a fucking bitch.
@bbgwoo__young this is the worst feeling ever like, ik what you mean and it honestly sucks fr
@urfavbuttcracker thank you love, love you too <3
@bbgwoo__young MY BABYYYYYYYYYYY IM SORRYYYYYYYYYY YOU DESERVE THE WORLD BUT FUVK HER AND FUVK THE PEOPLE THAT PICKED HER in my eyes youre the one who won that spot, not her you deserve the world baby ill scream it til the day I die. keep doing your thing baby ypure perfect I love you so so so much
bruh this fucking ai petal song is stuck in my head and it won’t get out LMAO
@bbgwoo__young real but omg that voice tweaks me out
Isn’t it weird how i want to become the one thing I’m afraid of? And it’s a fucking therapist? Weird isn’t it?
@bbgwoo__young well then it can be good for both people i think. No one is perfect anyways and I prefer talking to someone who has their own stuv they are working on rather than someone who seems to have everything going for them anyways.
@bbgwoo__young i mean if that's what you wanna be then hell yeah go for it you can help people like us
@Pillowprincessminki yeah I mean it’s a good thing but like wdym I’m gonna help people if I can’t help myself…real learning lesson for me right there
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@QueenAriana sorry forgot to tag you lol
Hii! How are you? And thanks for the follow <3
No way YouTube actually gave me a badge because I was in the first to watch club for ATZ BAD, I don’t know if that’s good or like literally bad that I was that fast to the MV LMAO
@bbgwoo__young thats awesome bae
@urfavbuttcracker HEHEHEHE BEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD COME TRUE
@Pillowprincessminki IKR?? I actually never expected it lol
@bbgwoo__young lmfao I do that too sometimes ngl. Ofc I'd notice girl ;-)
@bbgwoo__young I WILL