i can say its been prolly a whole year since we talked. i miss you. i miss you a lot. you meant so much me to me and then you just disappeared. it used to hurt me to think about, but ive come to terms with it. it doesnt mean i dont miss you, ive just had to learn how to live without you. i think about you still, do you think of me?
even to this day, saying the word ‘angel’ still doesnt feel right when im not saying it to you. watching gay kdramas on sketchy websites doesnt feel right when youre not texting me about it too. giving petnames and commenting on books doesnt feel right when you arent the one getting the notifications.
i miss you a lot, but that doesnt mean much to me anymore. i always will have a special place in my heart for you. ive had one since i met you, and i dont plan on letting anyone take your spot for as long as im alive. i hope youre well. maybe one day, we can meet again. i hope we do.
i miss you, angel.
but i have to say goodbye.
i will always love you :)