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well I have written and updated the first chapter on AFF for The Shards of Petals. To update on Wattpad might be a bit late...

네가 이것을 보지 않을 거라는 걸 알지만 나는 단지 내가 최근에 어떻게 느끼는지 누군가에게 말하고 싶을 뿐이야. 나 같지 않아 나 자신, 내 인생이 싫어. 그냥 죽을 수 있을까? 적어도 나를 위해 여기 있어줘서 고마워.

I really need a good cry right now. It’s suffocating me. 

might going hiatus for a while till I am at peace and ease 

I am not okay with all this but I still try to convince myself that I’ll be okay, not now but soon. I’m not that immature fans thinking that I own exo but I am just sad. Is it because it’s too sudden? yes, everything might not going to be the same anymore. there will be a kind of limit between exo and exols. I could say that I’ll be feeling disconnected with them. i am happy for them sincerely from the bottom of my heart. I just need my time ♥️ 

I’ve officially log out from all SNS. emotionally drains me out super hard lately so I guess it’s really time for me to take a break. I feel that I lost my source of happiness already  

day by day I'm mentally exhausted. tired of crying to bed. tired of everything. I'm at my lowest state, conditions. can I just disappear? 

you've loved me enough. time to let go

"In the future too, I hope u guys can be our light. Even in the dark place, EXO & I will follow the light" - Baekhyun

to EXO,
          
          i'll always stay and stanning you guys are one of the best things happen in my life. i hope that one day we will meet so that i could tell i love you ❤