saint <3

i get it now that it’s too late i never stopped feeling guilty. 

i’m not beautiful 

i think i’m the problem in every story. 

maybe i’m just destined to hurt everyone around me

i don’t want to let you in. 
          because although, you said you won’t
          i know you’ll be scared of me. 
          when you know who i truly am, 
          what goes on in my head. 
          my upbringing made me who i am. 
          
          unless there’s just something wrong with me, 
          and i was born like this. 
          maybe that’s it. 
          maybe im meant to be this way, 
          maybe it’s my destiny. 
          can you change your destiny? 
          
          i wish i could. 
          i know for a fact, 
          the second you see who i am,
          you’ll be terrified of what you got yourself into. 
          
          that’s why i feel like im not enough. 
          because i’m simply 
          too much. 

im pathetic

why am i dusphoric i’m not even trans i’m just gendeflfluid this isn’t fair 

you can’t save someone who doesn’t want to be saved 

so please don’t let me fall

baby i’m sorry for my young love