@bbyjenomnom
First few weeks of school, my schedule is already loaded asf especially with our class schedule keeps on changing every week ;-;
@Lasgemelaspandi thanks, going through a lot rn like even on weekends or classes are cancelled, I still have other matters to take care of ;-; there's also a big storm happening where I live so it sucks
Guess who's back with another random project :p
Anw, since I can't really think of many updates with my other old ongoing works, and whatever else I ranted on here (the explanation lol) I decided to come back with a fresh start, like go back to basics since I'm also experimenting with my writing style and ideas. It's a lil hard to explain especially when I have other things on my mind rn. But yeah, I wanted to write my ideas about this book and hopefully it'll work out well lmao
https://www.wattpad.com/story/372639449
@bbyjenomnom No, I believe that a good start to a new collection of books. Also, as readers, we can also see the improvements of your writing
Just saw nct wish's recent post– JAEHEE????!!! HELLO ?? WITH THAT INNOCENT CUTE FACE BUT ARMS LIKE THAT??? HAIR ALL MESSYMESSY AND SOFT ??? ♀️
NO ONE IS LOOKING AT THE DAMN FOOD ISTG
JAEHEE HAS THAT SOFT EYESMILE TOO BRO COULD DO A COLLAB OR GET A PIC W JENO LEE AND THEY'D BE TWO PEAS IN A POD AHHHHHHH
! PLEASE READ FOR THE EXPLANATION !
So basically, two years ago I decided to take a break to focus on my life outside the internet/socmed– sorry for the long hiatus :<
I didn't realize until now, that when I was very active here, I was unhealthy. Yes, I love writing, making fun stories and even making internet friends... But, I wasn't taking care of myself physically, mentally, and emotionally.
I often slept late– or not to sleep at all. I lost tons of weight, my appetite and sleeping schedule was messed up asf, and that included my relationship with other people. I often get into arguments with my family, all because of my pride or I didn't feel like I was being understood, I also just wanted to be alone most of the time. (My family were also stressed out bc of the pandemic, trying to gain some money for us to get through it, my parents also didn't respect our boundaries: my sister complained about this vocally more than me, she's more... gutsy.) I feel very guilty about this til now. The years I was active here was during the pandemic, and I came to realize that the reason I felt lonely was because I didn't have really close friends/people.... Even before the pandemic. The people who I thought I could consider as those "friends" didn't really reach out to me, or kept our bond. If anything, the only messages I get are from family and school gc's.
When I made friends here, I was ecstatic. I found people I was comfortable talking to, regardless of where we all came from. Some of you even made me realize and grow much more/easier (believe me, thank you. I can't even begin how heartless, shameless, and all negative/immature things some people I met... Basically, you guys helped me to grow up/be mature enough.)
@bbyjenomnom of course I still remember you honey! I miss you too honey and everyone else but we'll always be here with you in spirit always remember that! Mommy loves you very much always and forever muah! (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤(◍•ᴗ•◍)❤(◍•ᴗ•◍)❤(◍•ᴗ•◍)❤(◍•ᴗ•◍)❤(◍•ᴗ•◍)❤( ˘ ³˘)♥( ˘ ³˘)♥( ˘ ³˘)♥( ˘ ³˘)♥( ˘ ³˘)♥( ˘ ³˘)♥⊂((・▽・))⊃⊂((・▽・))⊃⊂((・▽・))⊃⊂((・▽・))⊃⊂((・▽・))⊃⊂((・▽・))⊃⊂((・▽・))⊃⊂((・▽・))⊃⊂((・▽・))⊃⊂((・▽・))⊃⊂((・▽・))⊃
I remember loving your work back then, and I still do now, but I always wondered how you managed to be so active. It was so astonishing to me. When you took your break, I did miss you, but I'm so glad you got to take time to heal yourself! Learning to love yourself is hard sometimes but it's a really important thing, and you're so cool for trying to prioritize it. We'll be here to support you Lots of love
Hey, moonbubbas, what did I miss these past two years? Lol
(I'll rant/explain later what has been on my mind)
@MstrayKz, for real, wattpad has been doing some changes that I don't like or make sense in a way
I love your works soooo much♥️
@funnybunnyalien awwww really? Thank you for the support, even if I'm not active here anymore ♡
Hopefully u come back soon love ur books♥️
@Mixer4Ever4 my brain has been rotting here and there, but someday, I'll be back in writing ♡ thank you ! ^^
I haven't seen you for a long time, I hope your life is always fine ♡´･ᴗ･`♡
miss u :(
hope you’re doing okay <33
@yibogyu I'm doing well, thank you for checking in, I hope you're doing okay as well, darling<3