bbyvoxx
thinking about making a big gg af inspired by tripleS but honestly take this with a grain of salt bc idk if i’ll go through with it
bbyvoxx
bbyvoxx
my jaw literally dropped to the ground. heeseung left enhypen…
bbyvoxx
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omg what been going on with me. i just can’t motivation for anything in life. not school, things i find fun really. idk what’s going on. i keep acting like i have it together but i really don’t and i for the life of me can’t find it in myself to care for some reason. even though i want to. i don’t know what’s bringing this on and it’s causing more and more trouble than good and now sorta freaking out bc my parents might find out more of what’s been going on bc ive been spiraling with this since like last year and don’t know what brought it on and it makes no freaking sense. it’s usually never like this and it pisses me off bc idk i guess i feel like i have to hold a bit of an image since it’s pretty much what im good at for once but it’s so freaking hard to give a shit about it and it’s been going on for so long i wonder if i can get better or if it’s just gonna be ignored as if it’s just me in a phase or something and being a bad child. I’m sorry for the rant I’ve just been going downhill lately.
vanillabyul
@bbyvoxx this is incredibly real. i’m so sorry you’ve been going through so much, i can’t offer that much advice except burnout and life sucks. stress sucks. everything seems to suck, like a lot. i hope that there will be opportunities for you to find that spark of motivation once again and it’s completely normal to act that way, because it seems you don’t want people to worry about you, but just acknowledge you’re going through a shitty time. pls rest as much as possible and try to give yourself some self love! cheering you on!! <333 ( and never apologise for letting out what you need to )
bbyvoxx
anyone want dts and or relations to my new added member for illit???? i also posted a book on it with her information!!!
https://www.wattpad.com/story/406902200?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=bbyvoxx
bbyvoxx
i kinda want to do a bit of a layout change but idk
delicherii
your theme is so prettyyy
bbyvoxx
and just like that, stranger things is done. wow. i’m reminiscing so much already about how long it’s been since i first watched the show so i’m little sad it’s finished but i’m glad it is.
bbyvoxx
i finally finished my new carrd after procrastinating it for a few days!!
bbyvoxx
im gonna be an auntie!!!
bbyvoxx
new theme!! i was working on a carrd but something went wrong so no new carrd for right now :(
bbyvoxx
also took down TOPLINE ( skz added mem ) because i’ve been falling out of touch with skz for a bit now so maybe i’ll continue it in the future!! only the ive member is still up, with a new simple cover.