bearberry1603

Life is really hard 😭

bearberry1603

+At the end of the day we are all just human beings behind these screens and no mistake or disagreement warrants destroying a life. We need to look out for each other check our own limits and make sure our love for music never turns into something that hurts another person

bearberry1603

(Content Warning: Discussion of loss and online harassment)
          
          To anyone reading this, i just really needed to get some things off, just person to person. 
          
          Recently, i came across the news about a girl named mina from another fandom, and honestly learning about what happened to her has completely left me speechless. She is no longer with us. Even though i belong to a different fandom and didn't know her at all, i truly hope with all my heart that she is finally resting in peace. I just know that if the idols she loved so much were to ever hear the news of such a beautiful soul being gone, it would absolutely shatter them too. Rest in peace mina ❤️
          
          Being an ARMY and seeing this happen from the outside has really made me think. It is a heavy reminder that we all desperately need to start being kinder not just to ourselves, but to the people we interact with online. I get it, i really do. There are times when people cross the line, and as fans our immediate instinct is to protect our idols. We have all seen instances where idols get bullied a lot or go through terrible things because of bad people following them or attacking them. In those moments, a reaction from us is necessary. We have to protect them but we also have to know when and when not to cross the limit. We have to know which person actually needs to be called out and who doesn't and more importantly, till how much and till where do we take it?Before you attack someone online, ask yourself: does this person really deserve this or do they really need to be pushed this far? If you honestly think so, then go for it. But i would like for you to pause for a second, look at the situation and actually think about it first.it is terrifying how far internet hate can go +

bearberry1603

I don’t know why i suddenly found myself thinking about back in 2022.There was a time when i would open wattpad and lose myself for hours. I cried with your characters, laughed until my stomach hurt, felt my heart race during every confession, and dreamed so vividly that their world felt more real than my own. Every story became a little escape, a warm place i could run to whenever life felt too heavy. Your words didn’t just entertain me  they wrapped around me like comfort on the hardest days.To every Taekook author who was so active back then… thank you.
          You didn’t just write stories. You built entire worlds that became safe havens for so many of us. Some of you have left Wattpad, some accounts are gone, some have moved on to new chapters in life, and some stories now sit unfinished like beautiful memories we still revisit. Even if you never read this, i hope somehow you know how much you mattered. You gave us joy, healing, butterflies, and a sense of belonging when we needed it most. Years later, certain songs still take me right back to those late nights, those plot twists, those happy endings that made everything feel okay for a little while.If you are still here writing, thank you for continuing.
          If you have moved on, thank you for everything you left behind.
          
          
          Honestly i still enjoy being here there are so many new authors writing beautiful stories, new readers joining every day. I enjoy interacting with everyone, seeing new takes, cheering on current writers and quietly rereading old favorites when nostalgia hits. 
          
          
           Goshhhhh i don’t  know whyyy I wrote all this  it just suddenly came over me while the song was playing and i couldn’t stop typing. Now i feel a little embarrassed and fully stupid 
          
          
          
          
          
          

Mahi5507

Heyaa, where are you? 
          And how are you 

bearberry1603

@Mahi5507 Hey love, I saw your message. I am really sorry for going silent for months. I was staying with relatives and it was hard to be on my phone. I should have found a way to reply or at least let you know. That was unfair to you.  I am back home now and finally free. How are you?  Sorry again 
            ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
            
            
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bearberry1603

Tonight my sister and i were coming home on our scooty at night when two stray dogs suddenly started running after us. We knew logically they might not bite, but in that moment we were genuinely terrified and started screaming. I even shouted louder hoping someone would come out and help.
          In the panic we even passed our own house by a few houses. Thankfully, a guy who was outside helped keep the dogs away from us.
          But An aunty standing on the balcony nearby spoke very rudely, telling us "Go now! Just go!! Can't you drive properly? GO!! Why are you not going, go!!" and questioning why we couldn’t drive properly. A few people even laughed. By the time i reached home, i was shaking badly and ended up crying for quite a while.
          I think old experiences made the fear hit much harder. As a kid i have had some scary moments with dogs, and situations like this bring all of that rushing back at once.
          I know not everyone is afraid of dogs  and that’s okay. But fear is very real for the person feeling it. 
          Anyway… I just needed a small place to vent tonight. ❤️