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It was my boyfriend's birthday but I was really busy I still gave him a bit if a birthday present but his mom for some reason doesn't like me. Apparently she's trying to make him mess up the relationship. but yeah I didn't get to celebrate my boyfriend's birthday and I'm sad about it also last week was shit did anyone else have a shit week last week.

I was just texting my boyfriend and he said something about a dish where the main ingredient is a human baby and then said something about making the main ingredient. (Neither of us want to have sex yet and definitely aren't physically or emotionally ready for a child we are Sophomores in highschool. I will not be a teenage mother and we both agree with the statement and the fact that I don't want to have sex till after college when I'm in my 20s a reasonable age to be doing such things not that we know for sure if this relationship will continue strong that long.)
          
           I then responded with "You want a child that would spend 9 months inside of my body that I would then have to painfully push out of my body for who knows how long to cook and eat it?"
          
          After the fact I wondered: 
          1) How did I learn how long a pregnancy lasts?
          2) Why was I able to come up with this entire sentence off the top of my head?

I feel like I'm dieing I hope I'm not sick I mean the sytoms are convincing me other wise my entire throat hurts and I was being sick earlier.

At least it's almost midnight and I haven't had to text money because my boyfriend started camp today which just the fact that he's gone over the weekend sucks because I don't have musical rehearsal on weekends.
          
          Don't think I don't like rehearsal because I love it. On Tuesday I did a Hamilton dance workshop with Eean Cochran a swing from the touring cast. I have been converted you no longer need to hate me for hating Hamilton just a few more steps and I'll be a lover. In The Heights will be awesome.

Me: *texting and working on a project that is due the day of my final but isn't my final*
          Mom: You should be going to sleep.
          Me: Ugh fine. * Piles both clean and dirty clothes into corner of my bed and clears off bed. Then turns off light.*
          Mom: Goodnight.
          Me: Goodnight. *Pulls out phone and starts to finish stupid project and continue texting boyfriend.*
          
          I hate this stupid project my teacher gave me i hope in 3 years i remember how stupid this was while reading these full pages written off short answer prompts. Hopefully my collage will make me happy senior year.

*STAR VS THE FORCES OF EVIL SPOILERS AHEAD (IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED THE MOST RECENT EPISODES)*
          
          
          
          There a few things so I'm going to make a list and it might be a little out of order
          
          
          -1.) This might sound awful but I'm so happy Tom tied ends with Star, Startom is over and I love it and Tom agrees that Starco is true and didn't really die.
          
          -2) Heckapoo i can't decide if I want to hit because it was so hard for everyone to get to mewni because of you or because you were really smart in closing the portals. 
          
          -3) Is that mean unicorn from Eclipsa she is the only dark magic user really.
          
          -4) I love how everyone acted when they lost their memory but it also feels like they didn't lose it all maybe it was Oskar's car. And why did Tom become all boney after he burned up in the magic dimension?
          
          -5) Mina Loveberry, oh girl you have done it now Marco was right you're nuts and you're evil. How dare you hurt Globgor he is doing an amazing job helping with the kingdom and doesn't deserve to be hurt like that. Eclipsa you got this gir,l I hope.
          
          -6) Why did it have to be a cliffhanger I understand that it builds up anticipation but why? I have to wait another whole two days after the release before I can watch it and I have to deal with Spanish captions.
          
          -7) this one is from earlier and before we found out that the raven was working with Mina in the practically Jantom episode. How strong is that freaking bird? That armor has to be really heavy.
          
          -8) I like how Tom and Marco knew exactly where Janna was.
          
          -9) Couldn't they have made a new intro for the final season this intro is so battle for mewni

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Know that life thing I mentioned Monday it sort of came back up last night. So my boyfriend isn't the most mentally stable and he was doing a lot of self harm. I've been helping the best I can from six miles away and I've stopped the cutting for the most part. On  Sunday we were texting and he asked if i knew how easy it is to commit suicide with prescription pills. I asked why he was telling me that. I was worried. He felt suicidal and thought he might still have the blue pills. I thankfully stopped him with a pleading meow. He scared me so much because I don't want to lose him like that. Six miles and different schools means that I've never met him irl. We've never gotten to give eachother a hug. There are a few things I want before i lose him I want to give him, a kiss, tell him face to face how much his kitten love him, and have him see me in a show hopefully the summer musical.

I can't believe I got ready for school in 8 minutes. I woke up to my 3rd alarm at 8:00 because I have a 7:15 alarm to wake up then my mom has an alarm at around 7:30 then 7:45, 8:00, and 8:07 ao i missed two of my alarms and my mom waking me up.

During lunch I was singing and dancing to Dead Girl Walking from Heathers and if you know what song I'm talking about you know it's a pretty sexual song anyways I was hanging out with my friends while we were at lunch. I was dancing and i was thinking about dancing to my best friend who is helping me with some life stuff no deets hear about that this was about lunch.
          So I was dancing and was tempted to dance in a seductive way towards my friend. She would have probably played along for April fool's she was going to pretend to propose to me.