dear earth or any power lies beneath it, just come to me, empower me, embrace me in anyway you do so that I dont feel alone and useless despite i shouldnt but i must. I'm a normal average quiet residential school student whom aspires to be a great woman who cares for her people,whose concern is not less than the country's affair and work tirelessly to bring forward the netizen so that they become educated,caring and a better person. therefore, i've come up with several plans of flaws which I think useful. instead of being smart, i can barely compete with prestigious school students which is the reason i think i'm not worth living. i dont speak like them, how could i possess the same idea? so, i should give up on pure dream cause its the best and just lead a simple life because there are more deserving the post. maybe i'm too insincere. yet, there should be reason i'm living and i should be a little of help too :) entrust the bigger responsibility to those who deserve it more. good luck. i entrust my dream, our nation to you ;)