beauxetbelle

okay, part of me wants to continue Blanket Monsters... But i realize the ending i want can’t match with the beginning I’ve started and IM SO LAZY AND dont wanna go back to rewrite it.... ugh. anyway, i’m alive!!

Hey, I hope you are doing well! 
          
          So, I just read your last post about how you have moved on from Hetalia, but I just have a quick question about "Make Me". 
          
          Does it end... horribly?  Like, they end up never seeing each other again? 
          I'm pretty scarred from reading Hetalia fanfiction right now, so I'm just looking for one that has a GOOD ending.
          Any information will help. Thanks.
          QuQ

I'm alive!

Hello, there. Another message on your board, haha. I just wanted you to know that I absolutely adore your writings. I've read every single story you've published (sorry if that sounds strange or off putting XD) and I've loved every single word. You're are an amazingly talented person; your writing is special somehow. There's so much feeling put into the words, the paragraphs, the books...and I think it's extraordinary. It doesn't even matter how long it takes you to update, because your writing is worth it. But please, please, please, remember that taking care of yourself and your mental/physical health is more important. You come first. Your health comes first. So, take care of yourself dear, and just know I'm sure there are hundreds of thousands of people that feel the same as I do. If your next update is next freaking year, I'm willing to wait for it (Hamilon reference kms). Anyway, if you get this far, props to you haha. Stay safe, stay healthy, and know that I, as well as many others, love you dearly.❣

all in due time

Sorry again, guys. I have exams right now and I'm extremely stressed about them. I've also had the flu for like two weeks but I've gone to school anyway because it was cram time so it's taking a long time to get better. After this is all over, I'll try and update. Sorry, not a good time.

I read your message on my email and just as others have pointed out, it's very understanding that you have had a lack in updated due to your stress. As your loyal readers, we wait with patience to make sure your next updates are filled with your upmost abilities. Thank you for letting us know ahead of time. 

@beauxetbelle I love you❤ its understandable, and take you're time, Self care comes first.

I know no one reads these and everyone just wants me to update already but the reason i've been gone is because i had to write an essay which ended up being 16 pages. i had a mental breakdown in the class, sat in the hall crying all period and the next day my teacher (who i look up to very much) said the kindest things to me and i've been very drained but proud of myself for the work i put into this. Haven't felt that in a long time. In case anyone wondered where i've been. 

this account is a mash of stories from fandoms i'm not in anymore and poetry that no one reads