@bebexoc Carol I don't wanna fight and I felt horrible yelling at you, I didn't mean those things, I don't wanna end the year with us not being friends because you're one of the people I've known for a long time, I'm not threatening you and I don't want drama, I don't know what I did wrong but I know I'm not spreading it out, I've never told anyone and I want you to do the same because I honestly still wanna be your friend and I know you don't like me, remember how I showed you my arm today? Those were the cuts I gave myself only 5 cuts, 1 cut for Being a horrible friend, 1 cut for being played, 1 cut for yelling, 1 cut for not controlling my anger issues, 1 cut for not being trusty, and now I'm adding an extra for loosing someone who has made an impact in my life, I understand if you don't want to forgive me and I understand if you won't wanna be my friend but just know your secrets still safe...
