It's ok!! I hope you're ok now and things are getting better. And even if they aren't now, they will. Don't pressure yourself and please don't even think or consider self harming (if you haven't good, if you have then please don't ever harm that beautiful body of yours again or anymore.) there are times where we all go through some tough things sometimes but they will go away. You just have to learn to smile in the rain, hun. <3