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just hopped on here to tell those of you who haven't noticed, i have a new account called @-moonblooms so please follow me there if you still want to stay in contact and a part of our lil community :)

new account is @-moonblooms !!

if i'm being honest with you guys, i would really like it if i could come back to being active on this app.  the thing is,, is that i would really love it if i could make a different account to be active on.  this account is just,, dead if i can put it lightly... i want a clean slate.  would y'all support me in doing this? :D

i missed you bee!

just thought i'd log on for a small while to say hi and check in on everyone (as i promised i would)!  how are you all?  tell me all that i've missed.
          
          i've been doing well if any of you are wondering.  i finished my sophomore year with good grades and i just got hired at a restaurant in town!  i've been learning how to drive (my father is a terrible teacher btw), pray that i become better at it because i feel like a failure low-key haha!  other than that, i don't have much news.  oh!  i'm getting into mcyt lol and i like gaming??  kinda cool to discover.  i am feeling a bit sick atm tho, so send me some positive energy if you can!
          
          but i truly hope you all are doing fabulous.  eat well, sleep well, stay hydrated, and treat yourselves like you would treat your soulmate (which means well btw).  stay healthy and safe, ily!!

you’re such a beautiful soul, bee. 
          i’m so proud of the woman you
          are becoming. never stop growing.
          god you’re here making me all emotional 
          pls you’re the cutest thing i’ve ever seen. <3
          
          much love,
          sana ( who loves you way more ;) )

i don't even know how to really start... this is not an easy decision for me, at all.  my heart hurts as i write this, but i know it is the right choice and the right decision.  my time on this app, i feel, is coming to an end— at least as a writer.  i am unsure as to why i am feeling this way, but i am.  writing on this account has been fabulous and an outlet for me, i appreciate all of you that have supported my writing endeavors which have been always changing.  from this point on, i am done writing from this account unless i randomly get the feeling to restart again.  
          
          and as for the standing of this account, i am unsure on whether i will continue to be active or just leave entirely.  i am growing, i am changing, and this decision is not one i have made lightly.  it's been a long time coming...
          
          to everyone who has loved me and supported me on this account— thank you from the bottom of my heart.  this can still be your safeplace, even if i am not here anymore.  talk with one another here, love one another here but please follow the rules i have set forth weeks ago.
          
          my mutuals, goodness, i will miss you but even i am unsure if this is a final goodbye. 
          mona, ahsia, estie, sana, angel, winter, sandy, bridget, aj, ryan— you all own my heart and you will always have a friend in me, even if there is a chance we may never speak again in this lifetime.  you've loved me and been there to hold me in your metaphorical arms whenever i have needed it.  i can only hope i have treated you all with just as much loving kindness.  you are always in my heart and my prayers, always.
          
          thank you.
          
          love,
          your bee (a girl who is growing and learning to live in love daily)

lol guys, it's time for me to reinvent myself again— be prepared for emotional rants !!

my heart seems to ache more often than not here lately.  the state the world is in terrifies me and i'm a big ball of anxiety every time my father turns on the news.  just the sound of a news channel's music or of a reporter's voice sends me into a state i don't want to be in.  my heart breaks constantly and it seems that i cannot escape it.  it's tragic, extremely so, that something so mediocre and seemingly insignificant can affect me so.  
          
          i admittedly do not know much about the situation between israel and palestine.  what i do know is that war only brings death and i do not wish to see any more death.  so please, let us pray for the innocent people on both sides of this conflict.  it is sad that the innocent pay for the crimes of the greedy.
          
          my muslim friends, my jewish friends, my christian friends; i love you and i always will.

i do not like legacies,, bby i'm sorry.